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I was hired for nights...and worked nights for the first three months I was at my new job. There was an occasional day shift thrown in here and there and there were a lot of schedule changes made without my knowledge or consent, but overall, it wasn't too bad. We are really short staffed, so I was working at least four 12 hour shifts a week, sometimes five, sometimes six. One of the day shift nurses resigned and I requested to be moved to day shift as soon as adequate night staffing was available. I was told that the day shift position was mine. Then the nurse who resigned decided to stay. I told management that since she was staying I would be happy to continue on night shift. So...the past month I have been working two 0600-1800 day shifts and two 1400-2200 evening shifts. Every other week, they throw in a 1800-0600 night shift. Quite honestly, I am not handling the jumping around of shifts very well. Usually I only have one day off in between the evening or night and a day shift. On my day off, I don't know whether I should sleep or stay up or what. If I stay up, I am a grouch all day and I end up with a migraine. If I sleep, even for a few hours, I have trouble sleeping that night, which is bad because I have to be back at work at 0600 the next day. I asked when I am going to be put back on a consistent shift and was told probably not until SPRING because staffing is so short and they just don't know what to do. Now, they have contacted with agency nurses and somehow are overstaffed on some weekends and I am being scheduled to work the floor as a CNA. Normally, I wouldn't mind this, but they have reduced CNA staffing to ONE CNA from 1300-0600, because our census is low. So, I am going to be putting 20 people to bed by myself. I don't have the physical strength to care for a lot of our residents without help. And, since I don't work the floor a lot, I take a lot longer than the CNAs do to get people into bed...they're going to be up all night because I just don't have the routine down well enough! Also the schedule continues to keep changing...it changed three times since December 1st. And...I get to work 1800-0600 Christmas Eve...1400-2200 Christmas Day, and 0600-1800 the day after Christmas. Not only do I work three shifts in a row with only 8 hours in between, but, since I work out of town, there is no point in driving 30 miles home between my shifts...it cuts down on my sleep time too much, so I just stay in one of the sleep rooms in the facility. I have worked every holiday since I was hired and am scheduled for New Years Eve and New Years Day. I am scheduled for a day that my daughter has a doctor's appointment and was told that I need to just cancel the appointment, because the schedule clearly states that it is subject to change. I scheduled her appointment because I was supposed to be off that day. It is with a specialist and he is hard to get into and we need to take care of her problem ASAP, so rescheduling is NOT an option. Last week I woke up with severe abdominal pain, vomiting, and diarrhea. I was told to come in or be terminated...so I took a handful of immodium and went to work. We don't really have the option of calling in sick becasue there is no one to cover our shift if we do and the DON just does NOT work the floor at all!
I like my job when things are going well. I like the residents. I pity the staff because we are so overworked. I am looking for another job, but am not sure how much longer I can keep this up. I may or may not give two weeks notice...I'm not sure if my body can take it. I am taking sleeping pills to sleep at night, but they are not working tonight. Hopefully, tomorrow will be slow. And now I am sitting here crying like an idiot because I am just so freaking stressed. The anxiety meds and antidepressants aren't helping either.
Cotjockey - read your posts as tho someone else were posting them, and imagine what you would tell them.
It took me over a year to leave a poisoned atmophere at a hospital, but I'd been there for 16 years.
The first LTC wasn't what I wanted, so I didn't beat myself up over it, and left after 6 months.
The one I just started at seems better run, and regulated, and better staffed, too, but if things go downhill, I'm outta there. Nothing is worth what the stress I put myself thru, before leaving that hospital, did to my health, and I won't do it again.
It's worth talking to your management about, but don't let them beat you up.
All I can say is, WOW. Sorry you are going through this.
You know, there was an article in Reader's Digest about the crisis of poor care in nursing homes throughout the country. It featured a nursing home 15 minutes from where I live, that got sued over a man who was neglected, suffered through a bowel impaction and laid in his bed and screamed for relief, and finally suffered a heart attack related to the impaction and died.
Heck, here's a link to the article:
Deadly Neglect in U.S. Nursing Homes: Caregiver Neglect
Anyway, there is a nursing home that is in perfect walking distance from my home that I have actually thought about getting a job at, because gas is so expensive and we would save SO much money. But... I just don't think I can ever do it.
As soon as I can find another job, I am out of there. I will give two weeks notice but that is is...I think they want 30 days from licensed staff, but I wouldn't know because I still don't have a policy manual and there isn't one available on the floor. I've asked for one several times, but it doesn't appear that they want me to have one. I've sent out some applications, but haven't heard anything yet...I work night shift Monday, have a final exam for a class Tuesday, and work day shift Wednesday. Thursday, I am going to make some phone calls and see what happens.
This really bites because it could be a really nice job if scheduling were different.
Well, its understandable, due to their attitude, why their staffing is so short! No one could work under those circumstances. I would request a meeting and firmly, but nicely, state that this type of scheduling is affecting your health and your life. If they truly are short staffed, they will try to accomodate you better. If they are going to change schedules, they need to discuss it with you FIRST. It sounds like they expect you to run to their every beckon call. They need to have more respect for you and all their workers if they plan to keep their staff. My family comes FIRST, then my job. I was looking for a job when I found the one I have, I can certainly find another one. My schedule was like yours for a while, My marriage was suffering and my daughter cried everytime I left for work. I couldnt stand myself. I finally told my nurse manager that I just couldnt work like that. I was nice about it, but I let her know I was serious. My schedules now allow me time with my family. If your boss doesnt understand, then she clearly isnt thinking how she/he would feel if in your shoes. I hope it gets better. There are thousands of jobs out there. You may like it on good days, but how many good days do you have and how many days do you have to enjoy other things. Is this job worth it.
This sounds terrible to me. I applaud you for sticking it out a lot longer than i would have. :angryfire I would be furious if I were to be treated that way. I agree with many of the other posters when they say it is time for a serious discussion with your DON. I also agree that you should attend your daughter's md appt. I would call off if needed...... and if they wanted to terminate me then so be it. Just remember to always protect your patients and your license at all times. ALSO an interesting side note....... I live in Illinois and we have a law that states we are held to our highest degree. In other words it is ILLEGAL for me to work as a CNA if I have an RN license. funny huh. Well best of luck to you, and you and all the rest of us new grads are in my prayers.
As soon as I can find another job, I am out of there. I will give two weeks notice but that is is...I think they want 30 days from licensed staff, but I wouldn't know because I still don't have a policy manual and there isn't one available on the floor. I've asked for one several times, but it doesn't appear that they want me to have one. I've sent out some applications, but haven't heard anything yet...I work night shift Monday, have a final exam for a class Tuesday, and work day shift Wednesday. Thursday, I am going to make some phone calls and see what happens.This really bites because it could be a really nice job if scheduling were different.
They are obligated to show you a copy of the policy manual, period. Even without the other horrid crap you're going through with them, it's absolutely insane that they think they can prevent you from seeing the policy manual!! WTH?
Read up on labor laws for your state. I'm almost positive they're breaking laws. And here's the awful part- if you ended up making an error because of the exhaustion they're causing for you, you'd still end up holding the bag legally. The threat of terminating you for calling out won't matter a whit- you'll be seen as working when it was unsafe for you to do so, of your own volition.
No matter what, don't miss your daughter's appointment for these people. Seriously, I can't see them firing you- imagine all the shifts they'd have to cover, since you're there nearly all the time!
Do get out of there as soon as humanly possible. This is a bad situation that is only going to get worse- and they only reason they're continuing to pile it on you is that you haven't quit yet.
That sucks so much. I'm so sorry you're stuck in this mess.
This sounds terrible to me. I applaud you for sticking it out a lot longer than i would have. :angryfire I would be furious if I were to be treated that way. I agree with many of the other posters when they say it is time for a serious discussion with your DON. I also agree that you should attend your daughter's md appt. I would call off if needed...... and if they wanted to terminate me then so be it. Just remember to always protect your patients and your license at all times. ALSO an interesting side note....... I live in Illinois and we have a law that states we are held to our highest degree. In other words it is ILLEGAL for me to work as a CNA if I have an RN license. funny huh. Well best of luck to you, and you and all the rest of us new grads are in my prayers.
Actually, it is not illegal for you to work as a CNA - that said, you will still be held to the standard of RN while performing CNA tasks. For example, instead of reporting to an RN that you think a patient is in acute distress, you would be expected to act in the patients best interest immediately.
Cotjockey, please get a new job ASAP, you are in a no win situation. While interviewing, say you are changing jobs because you are looking for a new challenge, do not disparage your current assignment schedule - say nothing about it - employers will already know what is going on. You will not be the first they have seen coming from this facility. When they ask for references, give previous employers. List your current employer, but do not permit reference check. If you are asked about this (doubtful - they will already 'know' that you don't want current employer to know you are leaving) As soon as you have a start date - the sooner the better, resign your position. Tell your new employer you have a flexible schedule and can start when they are ready - this is 'code' in hiring, your new employer will know you want out of your job and they will be ok with this. Unless you want to use your current employer as a reference (which they wil probably burn you anyway), do not worry about giving notice - leave them off your resume. Another poster mentioned that you are doing yourself and others a disservice by staying with this employer - I cannot agree more - they will not change as long as they people who 'care so much' about the patients that they will sacrifice themselves. Frankly, if 'everyone' cared so much, we would not have the challenges facing nursing today. Good luck!
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One of the biggest problems with the schedule is that they have a contract with the agency nurses and they are not willing to pay whatever penalties it would take to get them out of it. So...they have too much staffing on weekends, starting after January 1st. They used to pay an RN to come in and sleep for 8 hours just to get their mandatory RN coverage, while an LPN charged the floor, so why can't they pay for an LPN to come in and work with an agency RN who is charging the floor? Seems like a perfect opportunity to get chart reviews, monthly summaries, policy reviews, etc done.
I've always been a tightly wound person...I doubt I will ever quit the antidepressants, but the sleep and anxiety meds are new. My last job was stressful beyond belief and the average time a nurse stays there is four months. I lasted six, and took a sleep med about once a week. Now, I am taking it three or four times a week...sometimes because the stress just gets to me and sometimes because my shifts are just so crazy that I either go 24 hours without sleep or I sleep during the day and need something to help me sleep the same night.
I have some applications out and as soon as I find another job, I will be putting in my notice. I can't quit or even threaten to quit until I have another job. And I have told my manager point blank that I cannot work like this...she told me she had no choice because of all of the other staffing problems...I would threaten to quit if she doesn't fix it, but with my luck she would just say OK and take me off the schedule.