Hello, I am in a dilemma. Ok here is the scoop: I am a public health nurse, and I work in Teen Health as well as Women's Health. Working in this role, I have expanded RN functions like I do Pap Smears, STD exams, Breast exams...etc. Anyhow, I also draw blood and order labs like HIV, RPR, etc. Well a client of mine is 16 years old and I just drew his blood Monday. Unfortunately, the HIV test came back reactive. I am so devastated. I look at the teens as my peers, yet my "babies" although I am not too much older than they are. (Im 24). I have only been a RN for a year, and this is my first case. I feel such dread and I even feel sadness about having to give this news. Of course, I will call for back up and have others there with me to handle to counseling piece. But, I am just so sad about this even though I know HIV is a reality and many people have it. I am just struggling because I know this client is going to have a severe meltdown and Im afraid I may react as well. Any thoughts, comments, or suggestions??!