Published Mar 14, 2010
erinp88
482 Posts
Glad to say it's over! Racine is a tough site. I had huge assignments and struggled with time management the entire weekend from the labs to the PCS's. I was in tears by the end of my second PCS on Saturday waiting for my paperwork to be returned. I was emotionally and physically drained. I believe half the battle is being put in a situation where you can't properly take care of yourself. Travel - anticipation of the labs - Labs until late on Friday - Up later on Friday worrying about care plans - not sleeping Friday into Saturday is the killer! You also don't want to eat, or at least I didn't. I was nauseated, dizzy and felt terrible!!
It is possible to do this exam and to do it without a workshop! I do recommend if you have problems with self esteem and confidence to seek some type of counseling. I wish I would have. I was able to pull myself together enough to perform, but really struggled with wondering if my assessment data was correct. I took 10 mg of Inderal each day and popped another 5 mg before my 2nd PCS on Saturday when I was assigned a very intimidating CE.
I will write an extensive journal later!
Thank you to everyone who has helped me on this site with my Excelsior journey!
caliotter3
38,333 Posts
:ancong!:
Lunah, MSN, RN
14 Articles; 13,773 Posts
Erin, I am so proud of you!!!
Thanks!! My journal is already at 5 pages! I feel like it's pretty consistent with how my documentation was at the CPNE. Thank god I'll have time to edit it!
NC Girl BSN
1,845 Posts
Congratulations GN! You were prepared and you did it!
sunshineprn
62 Posts
I am so happy for you:) you deserve it!!!!!!!!
Enjoy and Celebrate GN
lisamc1RN, LPN
943 Posts
Thanks everyone! I woke up this morning still on edge! My heart started racing thinking I had to be somewhere. I ended up lying back down and just got up!! It's almost 9am! Holy Moly!!
Seriously, I think I had post-traumatic stress after my CPNE, but the weird dreams (like them calling and telling me I had to do just ONE MORE PCS!) and random panic abated after a couple of weeks.
SuesquatchRN, BSN, RN
10,263 Posts
happydrunkcat
169 Posts
:anpom:Congrats!
Cynders
110 Posts