Glad to say it's over! Racine is a tough site. I had huge assignments and struggled with time management the entire weekend from the labs to the PCS's. I was in tears by the end of my second PCS on Saturday waiting for my paperwork to be returned. I was emotionally and physically drained. I believe half the battle is being put in a situation where you can't properly take care of yourself. Travel - anticipation of the labs - Labs until late on Friday - Up later on Friday worrying about care plans - not sleeping Friday into Saturday is the killer! You also don't want to eat, or at least I didn't. I was nauseated, dizzy and felt terrible!!
It is possible to do this exam and to do it without a workshop! I do recommend if you have problems with self esteem and confidence to seek some type of counseling. I wish I would have. I was able to pull myself together enough to perform, but really struggled with wondering if my assessment data was correct. I took 10 mg of Inderal each day and popped another 5 mg before my 2nd PCS on Saturday when I was assigned a very intimidating CE.
I will write an extensive journal later!
Thank you to everyone who has helped me on this site with my Excelsior journey!
Thanks!! My journal is already at 5 pages! I feel like it's pretty consistent with how my documentation was at the CPNE. Thank god I'll have time to edit it!
Thanks everyone! I woke up this morning still on edge! My heart started racing thinking I had to be somewhere. I ended up lying back down and just got up!! It's almost 9am! Holy Moly!!
Seriously, I think I had post-traumatic stress after my CPNE, but the weird dreams (like them calling and telling me I had to do just ONE MORE PCS!) and random panic abated after a couple of weeks.
erinp88
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Glad to say it's over! Racine is a tough site. I had huge assignments and struggled with time management the entire weekend from the labs to the PCS's. I was in tears by the end of my second PCS on Saturday waiting for my paperwork to be returned. I was emotionally and physically drained. I believe half the battle is being put in a situation where you can't properly take care of yourself. Travel - anticipation of the labs - Labs until late on Friday - Up later on Friday worrying about care plans - not sleeping Friday into Saturday is the killer! You also don't want to eat, or at least I didn't. I was nauseated, dizzy and felt terrible!!
It is possible to do this exam and to do it without a workshop! I do recommend if you have problems with self esteem and confidence to seek some type of counseling. I wish I would have. I was able to pull myself together enough to perform, but really struggled with wondering if my assessment data was correct. I took 10 mg of Inderal each day and popped another 5 mg before my 2nd PCS on Saturday when I was assigned a very intimidating CE.
I will write an extensive journal later!
Thank you to everyone who has helped me on this site with my Excelsior journey!