This is a long post, but I'm really looking for input from nurses, NPs, or any other providers. I'm a couple months into my nursing career and have just been accepted into an NP Program, and am wondering if I am making a mistake. I feel ready, but others have told me I shouldn't.
For a little background, I went to a second degree BSN program, and got my first degree in biomedical neuroscience. I graduated my BSN with a 4.0, tutored all med-surg and critical care classes in my program, spent a year working in an ED during school, and currently am in orientation as a nurse in a level 1 trauma ED at a big university health center. I got into adult-acute care NP school in the same university that I work at. It has a great reputation consistently ranking in the top 5 for NP schools in my specialty and was ranked #1 this year for AGACNP. I was approved to attend on a part time basis so I can hold full time work through the program, and get to spend the first year attending non-clinical foundational classes (physiology/pathophysiology, healthcare economics, introduction to practice, etc) then start my core classes the second year. I'll be starting the program as a new grad, but by the time I ever see a patient in school as a NP or take clinical classes I'll have nearly 1.5 year of experience (nearly 3 years by the time I graduate). In my limited time so far as a nurse, I am definitely humbled by how much I don't know in the realm of nursing, but still feel as confident as ever in my understanding of fundamental sciences (Patho/pharm/physiology) so I still just feel ready to move onto further education. I've gotten pushback from a lot of nurses, but encouragement from my professors, preceptors, and my nurse educator in my previous ED job.
I am wondering if I am just being too naive in thinking I am ready for this. I want to go on to NP solely because I really enjoy diving deeper into diseases and their treatment. I want to go onto outpatient cardiology after school and attend a cardiology fellowship to get a more structured and hands on patient care at the NP level. I think my first undergrad degree prepared me to take on the graduate classes quicker, as I got a lot more exposed to organic chemistry/biochem/physiology, but am wondering if this is too quick, even attending part time. In no way do I want to cut corners to becoming a provider and would never want to jeopardize patient safety, but I just feel ready to take on the additional responsibilities.