New CCU/ICU nurse frustrations!!

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Hey guys!

I just need to vent for a minute, in hopes other nurses have had or have the same issues I'm dealing with.

I'm a brand new nurse who just graduated with my BSN and started working in a CCU/medical ICU at a level 1 Trauma center.

For the most part I have had good shifts with my preceptor, but over the weekend it was rough. I felt like she thought I was a complete idiot. I don't think she remembers what it's like to be a brand new nurse who has no idea what she's doing! It's so frustrating. Do I know how to shoot CO? Nope. Sure don't. So you'll have to stay in the room with me. She seemed very inconvenienced that she couldn't just go run around and let me do all the work. Isn't that the point of an internship-to learn!?

I didn't have any ICU experience working before this internship, and my critical care rotation in school sucked because I was at a lower acuity hospital and just didn't get super sick patients or many vents/swans etc. So 90% of this stuff is all new to me! I'm still learning SO much.

Does anyone else feel like sometimes these nurses expect you to know it all right out of the gate??

This weekend was the first time I drove home crying because I just felt defeated.

Advice and encouragement welcome!!

Specializes in ICU.

Try not to let it get to you. It's pretty old fashioned that you are even doing cardiac outputs on a patient :cheeky: In two years at my ICU, I've never seen a Swann-Ganz. I think they talked about one once as a joke.

Seriously though, it's part of working in a new area. It's an area you feel like you can't make a mistake in - but everybody does. There are a lot of big personalities and plenty of people that take pride in making new people feel stupid but honestly, one day you will get a sick person that you can manage on your own and you will be able to let it roll off your back.

Specializes in ICU.

I was once told that I concentrate too hard. Huh? :facepalm: But later understood that I should have my eyes open and be aware of everything around me, but it takes time to learn this stuff! Hang in there. When I started I didn't know squat but lasted many years. You will too.

Specializes in Critical Care.

I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. It will get better though. :)

Specializes in ICU.

My ICU uses Swans all the time. Really just depends on the doctor. Most of our critical care specialists want them. I don't understand why nursing schools don't teach skills anymore. I hear so many new nurses who get out of school claim they "never did that in school." Yes, we use Swans and you are expected to stop everything and go set up for a Swan the minute the doctor decides he/she wants one. I have worked ICU/CCU at many different hospitals over the years, and we used them in every one. I know that every hospital doesn't, but many still do. (Before someone puts this down, remember, it doesn't matter what I think or want, but what the doctor wants.)

My ICU uses Swans all the time. Really just depends on the doctor. Most of our critical care specialists want them. I don't understand why nursing schools don't teach skills anymore. I hear so many new nurses who get out of school claim they "never did that in school." Yes, we use Swans and you are expected to stop everything and go set up for a Swan the minute the doctor decides he/she wants one. I have worked ICU/CCU at many different hospitals over the years, and we used them in every one. I know that every hospital doesn't, but many still do. (Before someone puts this down, remember, it doesn't matter what I think or want, but what the doctor wants.)

Ive only been on the floor 5 times and I've seen several swans already. In nursing school we had one day of hey this is what it looks like this is what it does. Then I never actually saw one in clinical. In fact I never got to practice many of my ICU skills in school because I was at a hospital that had low acuity. So, most of this stuff is new to me.

It probably depends on the facility and doctors you work with. Every single one of our post-op open hearts and TAVR's come out with Swan's and we direct a lot of our care based on the patients cardiac output. We even see some manual cardiac outputs every once and a while. So for you to say this is old fashioned is a little silly because we are one of the largest freestanding heart hospitals in the nation and recognized as a Top 50 Cardiovascular Hospital in the nation. I don't think you accomplish that by being old fashioned. Either way, its a nice tool to have when looking at the big picture of caring for a post surgical patient.

As for the original question. I understand how you feel. I transferred to a cardiac ICU after 3 years of telemetry experience and I still felt like a new grad when I started on the unit. Don't ever feel embarrassed to ask for help or ask questions if you think it will be safer for the patient.

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ICU FAQs

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Specializes in ICU, IR, PACU, CCRN, NE-BC.

I definitely understand your pain. Do you have an educator? Most residency programs do. If so, you should talk to her and say your preceptor isn't working out for you. It is your right to learn in the most conducive situations as patient acuity allows. As for swans. you need to know the core theory behind it since critical care is all about hemodynamic stability. Don't take things personally, nurses like to eat their young. ICU nurses are known sometimes for being thick skinned.

I definitely understand your pain. Do you have an educator? Most residency programs do. If so, you should talk to her and say your preceptor isn't working out for you. It is your right to learn in the most conducive situations as patient acuity allows. As for swans. you need to know the core theory behind it since critical care is all about hemodynamic stability. Don't take things personally, nurses like to eat their young. ICU nurses are known sometimes for being thick skinned.

Yes we have an educator. And actually we switched to day shift so I have a new preceptor now and she's great! Thanks guys for all the advice!

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