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Well, I had the rage part down pat. The worst of it is I could see what was happening, see it escalating, but could not stop it. I felt like someone else was in my skin and I was just watching. I have a 45 day supply now with automatic refills at 30 days. My insurance company made the statement they were suprised that I didnt have an ER visit. Apparently this drug works wonders when taken on schedule but has enormous side effects when just stopped. I didnt intend to just stop, I just ran out. Big life lesson. I am so glad I dont drive right now. I would be the one in jail cause of road rage.
UPDATE:
I am back on meds and feeling great. The mood swings have hit the road. I am so glad this info was useful to a few. I will now make it a point for patients on this med at home to get it in hospital. I must have needed this lesson to become a better nurse. I understand what the problem is with coming off a med, intentional or not. I will not make the same mistake again.
Thanks again for listening.
ladytraviler
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I ran out of two of my meds 5 days ago. Am supposed to pick them up today. For the last 3 nights have had psychotic mood swings. Enough to the point I was willing to walk off contract. And it was not anything out of the ordnariy. Had an admit waiting on night shift. Easy one at that. I was furious :angryfire and felt like throwing things
. The nurse handing the patient over asked me what was wrong and I couldnt tell her cause I did not know what the problem was
. I had to go into the bathroom and cry to get rid of the anger
. I am normally a easy going person who doesnt get angry just a little upset at times. I get along with most of the staff I work with and we have a good time on nights, even the crazy nights
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The two meds were Vytorin and Neurontin. I know neurontin was for my neuropathy but never realized it was a mood stabilizer . To miss 15 doses sent me into withdrawl. I was talking to one of the doctors whose head I wanted to seperate from his shoulders and who is my personal doc about the mood swings. He got quiet and asked if I was out of any meds. When told he started laughing and told me that it was the lack of the neurontin that was causing them.
I felt like an idot. He explained what the med did besides give pain relief
. I just want to let others know about the result of cold turkey from this drug. I honestlly have to say it never crossed my mind to tie the two together.:uhoh21: