Hello everyone!
I would really love u guys opinions on what has just happened to me to find out if there's anything I can do about it or if it's normal. I'll start from the beginning, I graduated from a BSN program in 2009 and after 3 mths of searchingI finally got a position in a LTC facility on the vent unit. It definitely wasn't my first choice, but I was soo grateful to have a job that I took it. I worked there until I got a call from my dream hospital in November for an interview. I almost fell out of my chair when they actually offered me the job in the IMC!! I didn't care that it was Sat and Sun only, I was sooo excited to work in a "real Hospital". I changed my status to prn at the LTC I started on the unit in early Dec, they gave me 10wks for orientation and assigned 2 preceptors to me since I worked only weekends. On my first day, my preceptor was pulled to another unit so i got paired with another nurse, this happened for the next 3 shifts..in all I've worked 2 shifts with one preceptor and 1 shift with another, every other time I worked i was paired with a random nurse. Even one of my main preceptors wasn't happy about this, she felt my orientaion lacked consistence and said she would talk to the unit mngr about so they could change my schedule. I was very frustrated everytim i had a new a new person coz I felt like I was starting over all the time and not really learning as I should and I had actually planned to go speak to one of the educators myself next about it......So imagine my surprise when the unit manager( who's new as of Jan, 1st and whom I met once in passing) and the unit director( whom I never met) called me at 1645 today to tell me that they met with both my preceptors and the educator for the IMC( who I only met in general orientation) and they don't feel that i'm progressing as I should, that their IMC is not the right fit for me and basically I was given the choice to either resign or be terminated! Needless to say I was dumbfounded! this came completely out of left field for me and I didn't know what to say! I had the crappiest orientation so far, i wasn't too vocal about it because i didn't to sound needy or whiny and they're letting ME go??? imo, they don't have any basis to assess my performance, none of them worked with me long enough to do that, i don't feel i was given a fair chance at learning my way around the unit, talk less of learning the job. I sooo upset about this I don't know what to do!! I also don't feel this should have been discussed over the phone, I felt so ambushed!! They didn't even give me the option of changing units or anything! I've already cried my eyes out over this and I almost wished i had done smthg wrong, screwed up somehow on the unit so at least i would have smthg to blame it on...a reason u know..
well thanks for letting me vent, srry if it's too long, I just had to get it out..