I have never been so angry or frustrated in my nursing school career!! Please correct me if I'm wrong because I've been banging my head against the wall to understand the rationale that was given to me-- and I really want to know if I am in the wrong, receiving incorrect information, or just SOL.
Today during clinicals I was assigned a "difficult patient"-- which I believe was an incorrect label to give this patient because she was actually quite sweet and polite. I got the report from the nurse who was assigned that patient and she said "just so you know, this patient is going to ask for her pain medication everytime she sees you". Sure enough-- I went into the room to do the daily assessment and obtain vitals and she asked me for her pain medication.
Background info on my patient: She has remitting-relapsing MS and was admitted for an abdominal abcess. Since her admission (89 days ago) she has developed 3 pressure ulcers- a Stage II on her coccyx and two Stage I on her heels. She also has leiomyosarcoma with metastasis to the kidneys. Her Meds: She gets a Fentanyl patch (25mcg/hr) q72h and a Lidocaine patch daily. She is also taking Ativan 0.5 mg t.i.d. and her prn pain med is Dilaudid (0.25-0.5mg IVP q2h prn for pain). That's her meds for pain.
When I checked her chart to see when the Dilaudid was last given it was 5 hours ago. The patient ranked her pain as an 9 and so I went to ask the nurse if she could get it out of the pyxis for me because I was in charge of total patient care (but don't have access to the pyxis system). She said that my patient was just a drug seeker, that she didn't have legitimate pain, and that my patient was just trying to manipulate me into giving her some pain meds..... Correct me if I'm wrong, but isn't pain whatever the patient states that it is? And since she has an order for Dilaudid prn and it had been 5 hours since her last dose that we could give it as needed for pain? And for the nurse to tell me that my patient didn't have "legitimate pain" simply infuriated me! She has MS and Cancer for crying out loud!!! And in my opinion, the Dilaudid dose seems so low that I was surprised that she didn't ask for it more often. The rationale that the nurse gave me for withholding the prn pain med is that the patient is "psychologically dependant on the pain meds" (even though there wasn't a psych evaluation done on her) and "is just trying to get her drugs".
Anyways, long story short, I had to fight to get pain meds for my patient whose pain level never went below a 7. I talked to the Pain Management Nurse about it and got her opinion about it-- she thought that the dosage of pain medication was too low and that the patient could be experiencing breakthrough pain---- but when I went to my Professor about it she said "I'm glad you're being an advocate for your patient but you really should choose your battles because working on a floor has its politics"....... first they tell me to always be an advocate for my patient but then they want me to compromise my quality of care so that way I'm liked by the other nurses?
I'm just a nursing student--- so if anyone with ANY type of experience can please give me some guidance, I am so angry, confused, and let down right now. I really feel like I did the right thing by standing up for my patient because I believe she was in pain..... I'm just so lost.....