Hi there friends,
My name is Marie K. Cline. I'm a international-trained nurse from Cebu, Philippines. I live here in Ohio now since Dec. 26, 2006. Ever since I got here it had been toil for me getting to qualify for the nclex-rn. As any international-trained graduates I had to take on the toefl.ibt test (english profeciency exam) and the cgfns to qualify for the nclex. I failed my first take for the toefl.ibt last sept. 08 and passed my 2nd take of nov.08. I passed my cgfns qualifications of oct'08. Now all I have to do is pass the nclex-rn to be a registered nurse and so I can get a job here in united states. Unfortunately I took my 1st take last yr of july 25th of 2008 with 75questions, but I didnt made it. So I decided to study harder and see if I could revamp myself and do a better job the next time around. So I did my best, actually my very best. I wasn't really a bad studid. Actually I was top in my class back home (Phils. ) but somehow I just couldn't pass this test. I took my 2nd try for the exam last wednesday of Aug 13' 09. After I got home, I tried the trick yesterday and it let me go through the cc/payment option. I was totally upset. I was bawling yesterday, even today, this morning, but now I've found peace with myself I guess I'm ready to get back in track, but I just couldn't believe that I didnt made it because I was really calm and sure of myself when i took the test except for the calculation part which I was totally bummed and cofused if I had the right answers, other than that I had SATA's and Med-surg problems that I was really sure I had them right but those 4 calculation problems I had was a total mind-game for me. Mini-maini-moo...geez i was just totally guessing. I had the same problem with my first try last year drugs and calculation. I'll be waiting for my paper trail (big brown envelope as they say hehee) so I can see where I headed wrong. Other than that, I just felt really down right now. But I'm not giving up. It's awful to fail...but we won't really appreciate success if we dont fall right?
Like one poet had once said, "The highest reward for a man's toil is not what he gets for it, but what he becomes by it."- by John Rustin
It's tough it really tough guys, for all of us that didn't made it. But let's be happy for the ones that did made it. Let's help each other get through this last pedestal for our success to become a bonafide registered nurses in the future. It's really awful that we have to go through this challenge in our lives inorder to be measured if we are adequate nurses but the fact remains the board just wanna make sure that we are reliable nurses to serve our patients/clients and that we are responsible leaders for our colleagues.
I wanna share this poem to you guys that have truly made my day despite of the fact that I didnt made it of passing the exam. I found this poem in one of my chicken soup for the soul book and it goes like this:
"DON'T QUIT" -BY Clinton Howell
When things go wrong,
As they sometimes will,
When the road you've truding seems all uphill,
when the funds are low, and the debts are high,
and you want to smile, but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you muchst, but don't quit.
Life is queer with a twist and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
when he might have won had he only had stuck it out;
Don't quive up though the pace seems slown,
You might succeed with another blow.
Success is a failure turned inside out,
the silver lingina a tint of the clouds of doubt.
And you may never can tell how close you are,
it may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're at your hardest hit,
It's when things seemed worst,
that YOU MUST NOT QUIT!
Don't ever give up.
"I hope I have made some of you out there hopeful..for I am hopeful too that one day I'll pass this exam once and for all. It may be a long and winding road even turbulent and bloody but hey we'll get there! In my side of the story I do only have one chance for this exam becuase if I don't make it then I have to go through another set of toef.ibt and cgfns again, which I certainly don't wanna go through all those exams again. I mention earlier right that I'm an international-trained nurse. Well, inorder for us to qualify for the boards we have to take on the toefl.ibt and cgfns, now my toefl and cgfns are going to expire this nov.04 of this year so If I dont pass the nclex this time around then I have to apply for the boards starting back at one and that is to take on another english proficiency exam and entrance exam. So it totally sucks! But I don't be negativist! I wanna be hopeful and optimist. So that's why i'm encourage everyone who's in my shoe to the same this. Stay Positive and Reach your dreams. Never give up on those dreams ever. Do not let anybody pull you down. Stand up with a Smile and Go on Living. Live your dreams. And for all of us that didn't made it hey, let's all help one other and make it a success. Cheer up! It's not the end of it all...we have to stand up tall, and aim high ti'll we reach the top with a sigh."-Marie Dee K. Cline
Keep cool and relaxed. Alryt?!!!
kittiebabe
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:heartbeat"hi, im so sorry to hear that you didnt make it the second try. i to came from the phil graduated march 2006 and it took me 5 trys to finally be a registered nurse. took the test last mon aug 10 and found out i pass last thurs from the Ca BON. anyway after reading your post i can tell you have that determination and fighting spirit that is a good thing it will help you allot. my advice for you is study again focus on your weaknesses and do a 100+ questions everyday and try to aim to always get a percentage of 75% or higher that way you can gauge yourself that's what i did. and also in everything that you do always put God first. hope that helps you. oh my test scores were 76, 75, 75 ,75 and finally i passed at 75:wink2: if we can do it you also can surely do it. Good luck on your future test and enjoy it cause it will be your last.":heartbeat
Hi there! Thank you so much for taking the time to send me reply. I truly appreciate it. I will surely take on to what you have said. I will focus on my weaknesses and get on answering 100+ questions a day and try to get that mark of 75-76%. It'll be hard but that'll be a goal i'll try to achieve. In my test performance eval. score it had been noted in their that I was below the passing standard for management of care, reduction of risk potential, and health promotion and maintenance...all the 5 categories were near the passing standard. I really don't know how to read this peformance test score but I do believe that I got boned by my pharmacology (drugs and calculations and my SATA questions when I took on the board). Do you know how to analyze this score? (Is somebody out there can help me out with this performance evaluation of mine so I can remedy my faults?) Anyhow, I'll do what you have suggested, practice and practice more Q and A's about 100+ items/day trying to achieve a 75% test score. I'll surely do that. Thank you for trying to help me out. I truly appreciate it. Hopefully this time around I'll make it. I really hope so. It get's really tiresome studying but ahmm...I'm not giving up. I'll stick to the plan and keep on going. I'll try to do a better job next time around and hopefully I'll make it. Again, thank you very much. I hope to hear from you soon.
AND A VERY BIG CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU FOR PASSING THE TEST!!!!
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WAY THE GO! YOU DESERVE IT FOR ALL YOUR HARD WORK AS WELL...CONGRATULATIONS MY FRIEND, I TRULY ENVY YOU, ONE DAY I KNOW I'LL GET THERE TO..BUT RIGHT NOW, IT'S TIME TO CELEBRATE FOR YOUR SUCCESS. CONGRATS!!!!