I have been a nurse for a number of years and have come to the realisation that I cannot do this job anymore. I have tried changing designation, going back to school to gain more knowledge, changing jobs, work places countries, jobs, work places it goes on and on. I really feel I just dont want to look after people anymore, I dont want to work shifts, weekends, christmas', evenings, nights, early mornings. I hate it all. Now what do I do?, where do I go, how do I start again at my age. I'm not complaining about the patients, the nurses the doctors or anyone else, I just cannot walk into a hospital anymore and I am still employed by one. I have seriously thought of just quitting and walking and losing my home rather then feel like I am going to throw up everytime I get up for work. l lost it last week at home with my husband and he'd done nothing, I just feel so stressed all the time. I go into work and you wouldent know anything was wrong but its an effort to put one foot in front of another. I'm not depressed if thats how it sounds, I'm just incredibly unhappy with my worklife and want out NOW. Sorry for venting, I'm not able to speak to anyone else and hope perhaps someone out there was where I am and can give me any advise, hope, reason to get up for work tomorrow.