They do not see themselves as 'victims' when they're caught. I can say this because I was there once, 10 years ago. I was guilty and also glad that I finally was forced into treatment. Life has been so much better since and there's no telling where I would be now if it had continued. I was NEVER 'tourturing' my patients. They NEVER went without the pain meds that were ordered for them. Those are some very harsh blanket judgements that are not correct.