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Rough. I was a brand spankin new nurse in the ER. My preceptor was not very patient (he now jokes that if he could make me a decent ER nurse, he can do it with anyone), but it was HARD. I had no experience whatsoever, not even working as a tech or CNA previously. Regularly went into work expecting to be fired. Now I'm just about to hit the three year mark. It gets better!
Once I found a job (which took 10 months and a 200-mile move), it was rough. I worked in assisted living, passing lots of pills and acting as charge. I had no idea how to be a charge nurse, and I got very little direction. I stayed a year and started job hunting again. I found a job in what turned out to be Nursing Home Hell. I lasted 6 weeks. If I hadn't found a private duty job I would've walked away from nursing altogether.
At the time I'm not sure what I would have said. I was young naive and spoiled. I was so intent on getting to my ultimate desired clinical area that I didn't appreciate what I had going on. I did enjoy most of the patients. It was a teaching hospital and I did like that aspect. It was high acuity not that I knew any different. I fell asleep on my living room floor regularly so it's safe to say I was exhausted. I have fond memories of my preceptor. She was patient as a saint with me.
My first year was good professionally,but rough aside from work. I moved to a small town from a large city which was a huge adjustment.
I worked ALOT, slept, and saved my money. I also enrolled in a course to pass the time. Looking back, I'm amazed that I survived. You can do anything with determination.
Libby1987
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Whether it was your first year as a nurse or the first year in a new field of nursing, was it rough? Smooth and felt doable? Did anyone escape a hard first year?