How does death effect you?

It's hard to deal with patients dying and if you feel the need to cry, then I think it's quite all right to do so. There is nothing wrong with showing your emotions openly. Myself, when a patient dies, I feel for them, some more than others but it's not within me to cry openly. I do make sure that I go to the patient and say my goodbyes to them privately in their room. I have this belief that regardless of the person being dead, they can still hear me somehow. I have never found that it got in the way of my work. Maybe I have a way that I am able to un-attach myself. It's different for everyone and I've never worked with someone for months and months directly to where I may have become really close to them either. I'm sure that the circumstances would be different then.

MaNdI-

I cannot think of a time when I didn't get emotional about the death of a patient. Sometimes it is an immediate response and I cry along with the family or it is a delayed response and I cry when I am alone or feel suddenly overwhelmed. I think it is a natural response to grieve and that to try and repress our natural feelings would eventually affect our ability to be empathetic.

I sometimes cry with the family...I sometimes am relieved that the patients suffering is over...after all.they are fine now, all hurts are gone......I try to keep that in mind.....It`s the family left behind that needs our kindness, prayers now.......

I do, always have even if it was peaceful....its only natural...we put so much of ourselves into these people even though we do not know them..every time one dies we lose that little peice our life that went into them...and we mourn for the unique individual that was lost to us...

I have been a nurse for 20 yrs now and still get upset when someone dies. the day I dont is the day I leave this profession. we are a caring profession......and our patients hurt us sometimes even though they dont mean to. so dont feel ashamed of your feelings- they will help you to relate to your patients and if it helps to cry then go ahead... I do!

Karen

l have been a nurse 22 years....l work in ER...we get a lot of full arrests....seldom get a good save....it effects me, l don't always get real emotional...unless....the family is present....the harder they take it, the harder it is for me....that wailing greif just sucks my soul out every time!....The younger the patient is, of course the more difficult it is to deal with...we have had several childern die in our ER lately and we don't even have a peds unit...children's hosp just down the road...these are the toughest.......LR

I've been a nurse for 20 years now and have seen a lot as well.

Whenever I have a patient die, and because I work home health and many deaths are unexpected, I find I beat myself up a bit. I try to figure out if I missed some subtle change, or if there was something I could have done to prevent the death. I know that I can rationalize unexpected outcomes, but part of me feels somewhat responsible. Do any of you feel that way too??

As a nurse, I have yet to experience the death of a resident under my care. As an STNA- I have a few times. Regardless of how much better off that resident was, it was still an emotional thing. I've seen wives arrive minutes too late to say goodby, I've comforted kids who were there when their parents passed on. I've supported roommates and friends who have lost a friend. I can generally refain from tears untill I've gone in and done what needs down- but I always take a few minutes in private afterwards to cry, or just sit there quietly. Each time, for each person. My way of dealing, I guess.

Being as I work in OB I can say without reservation or doubt that YES!!!!! it bothers the HECK out of me when someone dies on my shift. It is rare, but tragic nonetheless. Usually infant/fetal deaths......altho we did have a mom die once of complications of severe PIH/DIC quite a while ago. It was awful--she was in ICU but to hear she had died made us all sick.

But the death I remember most was of a patient assigned to me way back in nursing school, COPD'r. OMG she suffered so......I felt sick and sad when I learned she died after I went off. I asked if she was alone (no family ever came around) and they said NO. That really helped, somehow.

Yes---- death sometimes bothers me in some cases in general, not just on the job, BUT my belief system allows that death is a passing on to much better things, and the soul is everlasting. This sure helps me deal w/death and dying in a position not of fear or loathing, but seeking greater understanding.

IT ALWAYS AFFECTS ME......THE DAY IT STOPS......IS THE DAY I KNOW I NEED TO FIND A DIFFERENT PROFESSION

All patient deaths are tough. When I worked hemodialysis the deaths were the worst because we saw those guys 3 days a week for 6 hrs., and spent more time with them than a lot of their families. I always went to the Funeral Home when one of them passed, we would usually meet there and go as a group. Keep caring Mandi, sometimes we are all the patients have.