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I have only been a nurse for a little over a year. Already I think I am tired of it. I knew nursing was going to be tough but I am not sure how tough I thought it would be. I work for a hospital that is OBSESSED with HCAHPS scores (IMO to the detriment of nursing staff). We have to have a script, print information and waste paper on things that patients often throw away. However, I am shocked at the careless regard nursing administrators have towards their staff.
Over the past three weeks, I have been yelled at, screamed at, lunged at by a patient's family member, etc. I was told by a patient that I had an attitude when I dared to explain to her why I diluted her Dilaudid (since she was getting Benadryl and Phenergen at the same time!). Do I want my patients to have quality care and feel safe? Of course, I strive for that EVERY time I go in. However, I do not believe in losing my dignity to please unreasonable expectations. Patients should not feel the have the right verbally abuse nurses, make unreasonable demands and have administration give in to them for a score.
It is no wonder that this hospital has very few veteran nurses. Most are only 2-3 years out of school. Maybe I am whining, but I KNOW I try my best and give my all every shift. I am just tired of being every patient's whipping boy and administration stands by and does nothing.
Sorry for the rant