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Hi everyone! I have taken the NCLEX three times all ready and I'm starting to get REAL irritated. I just can't seem to pass the damn thing. I took it for the 3rd time in June 2005 and got all 265 questions and failed. On the sheet you get after you fail I was "near passing standard" in ALL categories.
My problem RIGHT NOW is that I can't seem to focus on studying. I'm just starting to NOT care, but I want more than anything to be an RN. I tell myself everyday you didn't spend 4 years in college working your butt off for NOTHING. I want to PASS, I really really do. I'm just in a weird place right now and can't seem to get my studying together.
I have a 9.5 month old little girl and she is my world, along with my hubby of course. I'm currently a stay-at-home Mom and studying just isn't part of my day. I'm playing with her all day and when she naps I just can't seem to bring myself to study. I SHOULD use that time to because she usually naps anywhere from 2-4 hours in a day and that is plenty of study time. I could potentially be studying 10-20 hours a week and I'm not. Also, I'm going to be going back to my old job as a medical assistant in the next few weeks part-time (3 days a week, 4.5 hours a day) because we need the extra money since I haven't worked in almost a year.
Anyway, I'm just LOST right now and I need HELP. I want to be an RN, please don't get me wrong. I'm just a REALLY BAD study person and I always have been since the early days of school.
Does anyone have any advice for me? I need help. I MUST get into NCLEX mode and FAST. I want to take the exam before the end of the year!
Thanks!