For the past few years I have been trying and trying to get into a nursing program. Well finally I am in a ADN program and I hate it. I have hated every minute of it. I honestly believe that a big part of it is the school itself. They are trying to expand and doing a crappy job of it. None of the teachers really know what they are doing.. and it's miserable. I am doing quite well grade wise though. I have one of the highest grades in my class. But still it just hasn't clicked with me. I cry every night before clinicals, after.. I'm so terribly miserable after one semester. And it has nothing to do with the work load. I'm fine with that. THere is just this feeling that I have deep down that I hate it and I'm afraid that it's not going to change. So I've been debating if I should even continue onto the next semester or not?
I don't want to put more time money and effort into something that I hate. What if I hate it when I get out? I dunno what to do.. Any advice would be great.