Hey everyone,
I work in a busy emergency department. Over the past few months we've been short staffed and over capacity (almost daily).
Anyways, I felt unwell with niggling abdominal pain when I woke up this morning but not to the point where I felt I should call in sick (i cant remember the last time i called in sick). About 3 hours into my shift the pain gradually become worse... then severe along with nausea. I took some meds thinking it was gastritis and would settle but it did not. I was in the middle of doing an assessment and had to excuse myself. I went straight to my charge nurse and asked to go home. I was literally in tears and guarding my abdo. Without any change of expression my charge nurse looked at our roster and bluntly said, "we have no one to cover you, unfortunately you're going to have to stay until the end of your shift because its not fair on the rest of the team". Talk about a guilt trip.
I felt quite shocked and helpless. I then became stressed and anxious thinking to myself.. how the hell am I am meant to work when I can hardly walk due to the pain. I walked away from my charge nurse (very gingerly) to compose myself and prep myself to go back and finish the assessment. It wasn't until a co-worker asked if I was okay that I burst into tears. My co-worker ended up bringing me into a side room, triaging me and telling our charge nurse that I wasn't able to work. I did not want to be triaged (i have never been a patient in hospital ever before). I felt i could go home,take some good analgesia in fetal position and ride it out until i was able to see my own doctor but I felt I had no choice since i was being made to stay and work.
I ended up getting a full work up including IV morphine to settle the pain.
I am seeking advice. Do I e-mail the charge nurse manager to express my disappointment with the staffing levels and how that charge nurse handled the situation? I loathe confrontation and I'm not comfortable approaching that particular charge nurse one on one. Or do I need to understand from that charge nurses side... being under pressure with short staff? I sometimes over analyse situations and wonder if it could have been a personal issue with me (I recently reduced my hours to part-time because I got a new job on the side).
Lastly, that particular charge nurse is responsible for the roster and has been very flexible with my hours surrounding my new side job and I would hate to cause a stir since she's the one who approves the shift swaps. She's been very good to me with giving me the shifts/hours I want.