The other night i was pulled to a new floor and I was assigned 28 patients. I am a tech and will graduate with my RN in June. I was behind as soon as I had gotten there. There were 4 techs that were leaving and 11:00pm vitals were due. None of the vitals had been done so I was starting them at 11:00. It takes a long time to get the 28 VS because whenever you go into a patients room there several other things that need to be done in addition to the VS.
I was running around all night. This was my second shift on my own off of orientation. I was working 11-7am and was the only tech on the floor. I had to do 0200 and 0400 blood sugars, blood draws and VS again. Also I threw in an EKG written at 0500 which I didn't get to until 0600. I am not very good at blood draws yet and the other RN's said they didn't know how to draw blood.
Anyways, my question is I was so overwhelmed that night and am now questioning my ability to be an RN. Is this normal? Should I be concerned? I felt I was never caught up and by the end of the shift I felt I had disappointed the nurses.
I wasn't sure where to post. If it needs to be moved please do so. I really need encouragement.
I called in monday night becuase i was so distraught about friday. I am working again thursday and saturday 2300-0700 and I'm worried this is going to happen all over again
Thanks for reading.