I am a new nurse with only half a year of experience. I currently work as a staff nurse on an Acute Medicine floor, hired on as day/night rotate. I had a very hard time even getting a job offer anywhere, so when this floor offered, I took the job, knowing very well nobody else would.
So far it has worked out okay, however I've found out that I absolutely cannot work night shifts. I am tired all the time, can't sleep during the day, and lose focus in the middle of the night. I much prefer day shifts, but of course it is so hard to be put on day shifts.
I have made every effort to request day shifts on my schedule, but they keep scheduling me on night shifts, and when I do work a day shift they barely give me a day to readjust my sleep schedule.
When I look at my coworkers and their schedules, nobody else has to do this rigorous rotation schedule of constantly flopping back and forth. I was 1 of 2 new grads hired, and the other new grad that was hired is somehow on straight day shifts, never rotating at all.
I feel they are most likely favoring her because she is pregnant, but I still can't help feeling like a second class citizen that they throw around.
My management team is of course not willing to put me on straight day shifts like I have formally requested before, even though others already are on straight day shifts and never have to rotate like I do. Disclaimer that everybody employed is hired on as "Day/Night Rotate", but people only work days or nights, and do not rotate. I am the only one who bounces back and forth in between days/nights.
I am very seriously considering leaving my job, but I know it will look so bad for me if I leave before its been a year. I emailed my concerns to my manager who was very dismissive and told me what I already know: my management team only cares about having somebody to fill a need on empty slots, not about people's actual wellbeing. I will hit my 1 year mark next January, but I absolutely need to find a job with only day shifts available. I know new grads are expected to work nights and to just suck it up, buttercup. What are you supposed to do if your body physically cannot handle it, though? Worst of all, I try to tell them how exhausting it is and they ignore me, choosing to keep me on night shifts anyway.