So I had my first patient fall, not sure if ill get criticism or consoling, but I'm doing this to vent a little... So I have almost hit my first year of being an RN never had a fall until now. I work on a dumping ground type of unit with tons of different sick patients, so basically a med/surg/pulmonary/telemetry. I got a transfer from a higher level of care on my first day of work in a semi private room, the patient was a wreck, RR in high 20's, constant pain medications, O2, ETOH intake, etc. etc. and a normal patient about to be discharged the next day in the next bed.
Well all my focus was on the transfer patient the next day, bed 1 crazy sick, I had to fight with the providers to get to look at them and eventually get antibiotics and specialty providers involved, in my professional opinion, I wanted them transferred back to the higher level of care unit, the floor Doctor ultimately refused. Bed two started to over hear what was going on with bed 1 with the doctors talking to the patient and family and how her prognosis was and what not. Well all day the patient had to get up and use the bathroom due to diuretics and called all day for help to use the bedside commode; from me, the tech and whoever got to the call bell. Well throughout the day the bed alarm somehow didn't get turned on, I remember pushing the buttons, but didn't pay attention if they actually activated because bed 1 was so anxious and sick I kept coming over to them. On top of these 2 patients I have 4 other patients to keep up with as well.
A few more hours later, I took my bed 1 somewhere for a test, ultimately bed 2 decided she wanted to get up to use the bathroom and didn't use the call bell. We heard them fall saying help, we all ran in; the patient was hurt and hit their head, I asked them why they decided not to call vs all the other times they called and they said "I overheard that my neighbor was sicker than me, so I didn't want to bother you". We did everything from CT and X-rays to look for fractures and other injuries. No fractures but they ended up having an injury to their head. I contacted neuro surgery and did neuro checks every 30mins to 1 hour until my shift was over, plus more, I stayed an extra 2 hours to make sure the patient was okay and the orders were put in correctly.
I got an confirmation from my director that the patient was OK and pending discharge. But from what my coworkers said recently, administration is angry about the fall and is threatening a lot of repercussions for the next fall for anyone.
I understand the Bed alarm was not on and I'm not sure why it wasn't on, We help each other on our unit with bathroom and what not, so it could have been me, a tech or even another nurse, but ultimately It was failed to put it on, we do not know who, but I still accept responsibility because I'm the RN, I was in an out of the same room all day I should have been more diligent on looking at the bed alarms. I have always impressed administration and my patients, my name is constantly mentioned by patient on HCAHPS and even providers mention how attentive I am and how I "think above my level" I'm so disappointed in my self for letting something like this happen, I'm hopefully transferring to ICU soon and I feel like I don't deserve it now, my coworkers keep telling me to "stop beating yourself up" but I can't seem to help it. I made work harder for anyone else with the looming "next fall you will be fired" type of deal and I feel like I caused it.
*I tried to keep the patient information private by not using Genders and using Vague descriptions, if it is too confusing, I just put "bed 1" and "bed 2"*