I could really use some advise or words of wisdom. I work on an acute oncology floor, and we do handle a lot of end of life patients. Once they become DNRs or Hospice, most of them do receive very good comfort care with pain well managed.
Then we have the patients whose families do not want anything "too strong" for their family members because they will be too sedated. It has happened several times before, now it is happening again.
My patient earlier this week has terminal cancer but the family did not want him to know his diagnosis. Last week, while they were still deciding on whether to make him a DNR, he coded and wound up in the ICU for a few days. He is back on our floor, completely unresponsive now, and a DNR. (That right there upsets me very much - we "saved his life" so he could live a few more months in misery.)
Anyway, the family comes to get me because they think he is in pain because he is moaning. When I tell him what he has available, they refuse it. His family does not want him to have anything stronger than a tylenol because it makes him sleepy. Again, he is unresponsive, but when they yell in his ear, his eyes will flutter, so they think he is improving.
I think it may be a cultural thing, but I have a very hard time being supportive of the family when they are choosing to keep their loved ones in pain. All I can do is keep trying to educate, even though it seems like a waste of time.
I usually don't bring "work stuff" home with me, but I can't stop thinking about this man.