Ever know someone who has a major crush on a doctor?
Then you have to be extra nice to all the doctors so it's not so obvious that your so nice to your crush doctor. Then your co-workers name 6 other doctors that they think you have a crush on!
Someone else was supposed to be on call one day, I was in a hurry, didn't do a thing with my hair or makeup, then I saw him! (Yikes) So now I watch carefully what I wear, and make up and hair everyday. I've also lost weight. And since both he and I are married, it kinda works for my husband. My husband likes that I do my hair and make up, lost weight, etc. Then I come home and I'm lovey dovey with my husband.
Both my crush doctor and I are both married with kids at home. I would never cheat - you can never take that back. I would never be able to break up 2 families. If my crush doctor ever attempted to cheat on his wife with me, it would kill that whole crush and I would be disgusted with him. (Which I'm sure he'd never do - which adds to his wonderfulness *sigh*)