I recently graduated from nursing school. I'll be taking the NCLEX in June. I'm the youngest in my class (22). It seems that most of my classmates have jobs and a the others have better experience as me. It doesn't help that I have a particular, obnoxious classmate who constantly brags and seeks constant admiration from others. He debases my intelligence, places I want to work, and other things. He's even inferred that I don't belong at that school and would've been better off at one of the "lesser" schools. He's had so much more experience (worked in ED) than me, and he always does really well on exams. He's gotten a job in critical care, and I'm tired of hearing him rub it in my face. I can't help but feel envious of what a smart *** he is. I wish I had that experience so I can be more knowledgeable and understand things the way he does. I find myself comparing myself to him and start to believe his words. Even one of the nurses I worked with during clinical said that I "wasn't ready." I'm starting to believe that I'm not cut out for this, nor am I smart enough otherwise I would have a job already.
I've just been feeling real discouraged and frustrated with my situation. I wanted some advice from nurses who've felt this way before or what I should to deal with this. Thank you all so much, it's been a long while since I've been on here. Started as a CNA and now here I am posting about new grad problems. Life is crazy