Ok, here's the deal. I've decided to apply to the nursing degree program in my town for September 2006. I've wanted this FOREVER!! I have felt nursing is for me from a very young age and kept putting it off and made bad choices right out of high school (went to work instead of continuing on with school). Anywhoo....I am married have two wonderful kids and am SO ready for this. I am working on 6 pre-requisites that I need to even apply and will be working my butt off to get done on time to apply in February. And then the self doubt sets in. I consider myself to be a smart person--never applied myself much during my high school years, but that didn't mean I wasn't smart...so this is probably why now...that I am nearing 30 years old and wondering if I'm smart enough to go the nursing route. I remember hating math in high school...loved science...math was not my strong point...but never really tried either. I have been reading, reading, reading, reading posts after posts on this forum, have talked to other nurses I know and here I am sitting at my computer.....big decision to be made....I so want this--but lack the self esteem to an extent!!!!!! I hear words like pathology, pharmacology math, anatomy etc. etc. etc. millions of drug names and what they do and wonder....am I SMART enough!!!?????!!!!!!
I'm going nuts!! Please don't skip over this post. I need to know how you felt and how you have surprised yourself as the classes went by. I'm not a kid anymore and I have a family involved (who are very supportive). I want this so bad, but am missing "something" self belief???!?!?!?!?!?
Thanks in advance--!