Hello all, I'm hoping you could help give me some advice about what to do in a tough situation at work. I am the only student nurse working on my unit. I want to stay at this job; it is interesting work and I feel that I am learning and getting better at it all the time. There are some days I love it, and some days that I leave feeling totally defeated. The difference between these days is the people I work with. This unit has pretty high staff turnover, so about half the staff are pretty new (
When I need help with something I often get irritated responses or ignored. And some people are downright rude to me. If I say things like "good morning" or "thank you" they literally just ignore me. One person has taken to making tsk-ing noises and walking away whenever I approach where she is at the nurses station. I can handle patients being rude, but coworkers treating me like this really wears me down by the end of the day. I've also overheard them on numerous occasions complaining about how the newer people are too slow. We may be slower, but isn't that to be expected for someone who has been doing the job for months rather than years? We still get all our work done, so why do they care? And I know that a lot of the reason the older people get things done more quickly is by cutting corners. As newer employees I think it makes sense for us to try to follow what we have been taught are the correct procedures.
I feel I do the best job that I can, and I am happy help my coworkers. I'm pretty quiet and I keep to myself a lot, but I still try to be nice and polite to everyone. I don't know what I've done to cause people to treat me this way. I haven't noticed this kind of rudeness happening as much to the newer nurses either. I know I'm at the bottom of the totem pole, being a tech and new. I don't want to impose on anybody, but I am still new, and still only a tech. Sometimes I need help, and sometimes I need to tell a nurse about a change in patient condition or a request for medication; if I don't ask for help the patient won't get the care they need. Even the people who have been around longer need help sometimes, but it doesn't get held against them.
I've been considering talking to my manager about this, because if things continue this way I think it will make me miserable. But I'm not sure if that is a good idea, since I don't know what she could do about it. I just think it would make me feel better if she was aware, and maybe she could help think of a solution that I can't.
I don't know if I did a very good job of describing my situation, and that's another issue with talking to my manager about it, I feel like a lot of it is subtle undermining and rudeness that might not sound like much. But it is really bothering me to feel so rejected by so many of my coworkers, and not knowing what I've done wrong or what I can do about it