I have been a floor nurse for 6 months. In that time, I have developed back spasms, high blood pressure, chest pains, dry hair, splotchy skin, extra weight, bitten fingernails and an absolutely raving ****** side that comes out at work and at home.
I know I need to care for myself first if I am going to care for others. . .but I work 3-4 12 hour shifts (which are NEVER 12 hours - always at least 14) and on my days off, all I can do is sleep.
(I am chewing on my fingernail right now while washing down a muscle relaxer with a glass of red wine)
WHY IS THIS JOB SO IMPOSSIBLE?!?!?!?!?!??!!?!??!!??!!?!?
I need to rant and I am actually too tired to rant.
Did nursing change your personalities?