My first week as an NP

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I have no idea what I'm doing. I work for a private practice. The doctor is nice, but he's super busy. I've been "shadowing" him for a week for my first week and he's showing me the charting, what he does with the paper charts, but it's so overwhelming He introduces me as his associate, Dr ____ (even though I'm not). I've never had an NP job. Everyone keeps saying it'll take time to adjust, and I'll be fine, even the doctor. His documentation is super detailed and insane. I sometimes see the pt first and then he comes in after and fixes all my charting. I'm just standing around there like a jack@$$ sometimes not knowing what I'm supposed to be doing because I think I'm still supposed to be shadowing him but he's doing his paperwork. It's a huge change from being an RN. I feel so anxious when I wake up because everything is so new. I actually moved 4 hours away to get a job so everything is so new.

Specializes in Assistant Professor, Nephrology, Internal Medicine.

I definitely feel like this will take time for sure. I kind of felt the same way when I first started as a RN. My collaborating physician has told me time and time again (we worked together before she hired me) that it will take time and a lot of patience, but we will beat the steep learning curve.

I'm about ready to start in a private medical practice as well- in a new specialty that I have never worked in.

Specializes in Cardiac, ER.

Hang in there! I am not quite a year out,..I honestly think that the hardest part of this transition was learning that I am now the decision maker! I worked as an RN for 17 years,..following orders, making sure I understood the orders, clarifying with the providers. Now I am the provider and I am clarifying the orders. It takes time to switch your mindset. Hang in there and keep learning, you will get this!!

Specializes in Nephrology, Cardiology, ER, ICU.

Hang in there - I went into a specialty practice where I had no experience - yikes!

It took me a year or so before I felt comfortable. Now with 11 years down, I've got it made!

Some hints I found useful:

1. Ask your doc for some recommendations for reference books

2. Join your states APRN organization for networking opportunities

3. Scout out resources from other APRNs in your area - use your college's alumni organization for this.

4. If there are other APRNs in the practice - take them to lunch and get advice.

5. Ask your doc specific questions, about the why of what they are doing, be specific though.

It DOES get easier!

The first year can be tough. You graduate and feel you know stuff then go to work for/with providers who know way more and have so much more experience on top of that. It is intimidating and frustrating. There can be a huge learning curve and it takes time and hard work to get better.

I was so insecure and self-doubting for the first year. i often felt like a total idiot. I sometimes would talk to a patient and feel bad that i could not answer their questions as clearly or with as much confidence as my docs. I also faced the suspicious angry patient who would look at my badge and look back at me and because I was not the MD they would dispel everything I would say.

It takes time and hard work. It will get better as long as you listen, learn and work at your practice. I still have days where I feel dumb or ill prepared but those days are fewer than they were a few years ago.

Hang in there and good luck!

Specializes in Family Nursing & Psychiatry.

Thank you for sharing. I'm waiting to start my first NP position and reading these eases the anxiety. Thank you!

Specializes in Psychiatric/Mental Health, Med-Surg, Corrections.

You should talk to him about calling you Dr. I could see that getting you into messy legal trouble if the wrong things happened to go perfectly wrong.

I did. He said don't worry about it. His words were "If podiatrists can call themselves doctors, why can't you call yourself doctor" I still introduce myself as my first name, then the NP for him. I still don't know what I"m doing in the office, I feel way more comfortable at the hospital. I wish I could just do hospital but need to do office for him too.

Specializes in Psychiatric/Mental Health, Med-Surg, Corrections.
I did. He said don't worry about it. His words were "If podiatrists can call themselves doctors, why can't you call yourself doctor" I still introduce myself as my first name, then the NP for him. I still don't know what I"m doing in the office, I feel way more comfortable at the hospital. I wish I could just do hospital but need to do office for him too.

That...makes no sense. Podiatrists have a doctoral degree (doctor . Unless you have a DNP, you do not. I know in some states its illegal for NPs, even those with a doctoral degree, to call themselves Dr - which you're not doing, but it could definitely be construed that way.

Update: I still feel like I don't know what I'm doing. It's been 4 weeks. But I do think I'm better than my first week, I hope. I want to like this job, but the hours are long, and my doctor's charting I feel is way too detailed compared to other doctors. And his patients have alot going on with them, and they've known my doc for years. When I come in the room, they all are like "who are you" and "when am i going toto see the doctor". I kind of wish I worked for a bigger company/group instead of a private practice doctor, but it has only been a month. =/

Specializes in Hospital medicine; NP precepting; staff education.

Today was my first day and I am over the moon! The routines and procedural things are going to take time to get down, but I am really excited to do what I will be doing. I have my pocket resources and an apparently supportive team. Many I've met today encouraged me to ask questions. (And I know enough to know to at least try to find on my own first, then ask.)

Specializes in Hospital medicine; NP precepting; staff education.

OP, how's it going for you?

I am still thrilled. Had a few hiccups with processes as far as who to call when. That's all related to which doctor gets the pt. I admit. But still the docs are stimulating my learning and seem to be satisfied with my decision making.

I did have a few more complicated admissions that made it challenging to hone in on some things, but I liked picking it apart and putting the puzzle pieces together.

It is quite satisfying and I'll say again, hospital medicine is the best job I didn't know I wanted.

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