guys, i need your help. i am about to have a breakdown right now. i was on my 8th day with a new precetor in med surg, had 11 patients, usually up to 15. this precetor was crazy all morning, i had asked for help giving med G tube (had never done) so she grabbed my meds went in and gave to patient and then had me give her an injection. she went on break, i went to sign off on chart and realized bed 3's med sheets were in bed 2's chart and and they had been switched. i always bring chart in room and check id band like three times (i am paranoid) but she was rushing me and had me so stressed out. when i realized it i ran to charge nurse, called doctor, put patient on monitor (she was a tiny cerebral palsy patient 30 but looked 10 yrs old). i did not sleep all night or the next day. my patient is fine, but what if she wasn't. i can't believe i trused the preceptor and just followed her without doing what i know is right. i don't know now if i can be a nurse, question my ability and feel like a terrible person. i cried every time someone said something to me that shift. has this every happened to any of you? i just really need some support as i feel like giving up at this point. i waiting to be a nurse all my life (I'm 48 now) and I have done this. if you guys have any thoughts, i would so appreciate them right now. i literally feel like i will have a breakdown over this. i am so upset. i respect you guys and whatever you have to say. thanks. very upset LVN in california