Last night I went into work and things were going pretty well until we did the narcotic count. According to the narcotic book, one of our residents was supposed to have 28 dilaudid...there were only 26. The pharmacy had just delivered the dilaudid about an hour before shift change...the day shift nurse said that she was too busy to count with the pharmacist, so she just signed the book along with him. She crossed through the 28 that the pharmacist had written and wrote, "Count correction - pharmacist delivered 26 dilaudid, not 28." She then sighed her name and told me I needed to sign after her to resolve the discrepancy. I told her that I would be happy to sign that there were only 26 tablets, but that I had no idea where the two missing tablets were, so I was not going to sign her correction. She then informed me that she is and RN and that I have no choice but to do what she says. I explained that I honestly had no doubt that the pharmacist only delivered 26 tablets (it is a mistake he has been know to make), but since she had signed off that he delivered 28 and since I had no idea where the missing pills were, I was not going to sign. She was obviously angry...her tone seemed threatening. She told me that she was going to call the DON if I did not sign...I told her to go ahead and call because I was not backing down. I tried to call the pharmacist three times and got no answer at the pharmacy, his home, or his cell phone. I also tried calling my DON to see what she wanted us to do, but she didn't answer. I was very comfortable signing that there were only 26 tablets, but I was not comfortable with her explanation. So...she documented in the narcotic book, "Cotjockey refused to sign this count correction, despite direction from RN." The pharmacist did call this morning to say that he found two dilaudid just sitting on his counter...that is where the missing pills were.
Was I wrong not to sign? I really don't want to get in trouble with my DON, but I really, really don't want to get in trouble with the state board...also if there is disciplinary action against one license (LPN), they usually bring equal action against another (paramedic). I worked too hard for both to lose either one or be on probation or anything else. Also, the EMS board is really strict...you can usually get a nursing license back...the EMS board is not so forgiving.