Dear preceptor - page 10
by Ivanna_Nurse | 61,218 Views | 175 Comments
Dear preceptor.. I came to you smiling, full of energy and ready to tackle the last leg of my orientation journey, with your guidance of course. I haven't really gotten any inclination on where that guidance is at. You tell me... Read More
- 1Dec 25, '09 by P_RN Senior ModeratorOh dear, I hope you know all preceptors are not cut from that same cloth. I guess I've precepted a couple dozen newbies. I've not had one request a change and have even gotten small surcies (colloquialism for inexpensive gift) from many of "my Nurses." I'm sorry you had a bad experience, but now you know how, when you precept you'll know what is the right way. Good luck.
- 0Dec 26, '09 by nurseinlimboUnfortunately, for me, this type of experience has been the norm in most situations involving a preceptor. My initial preceptor out of school on peds treated me like this, and then on my second evaluation stated that she had intially thought she would have to fail me, this after 2.5 yrs of school and clinical placements with NO issues. I asked for a transfer and got one, and a wonderful older nurse who was comfortable teaching and enjoyed it. She was great.
I have been eaten alive at almost every new job, have only stayed at the ones that were friendly. Oddly, they are all in areas where I am the only RN.
I took the perioperative course a few years ago, that being the area that I dreamed of working. It was HELL. My preceptor screamed at me, I was so stressed out that I stopped sleeping, had GERDA daily, and was so relieved to be finished. I didn't stay once the course was over.
I am now afraid to try anything new, as the devil you know is better than the devil you don't.
- 0Dec 27, '09 by IndusTabitha:
What an awesome post! As an older nurse, I am shocked by what I see! I was told, some years ago, 'teach them the right way'... by a physician. I am laughed at sometimes at work when I want to take extra precautions with my patients so that I can prevent something from happening to them!! I was lucky in my schooling and in my career to have wonderful head nurses, preceptors, etc. They did teach me the right way to do things, to do things the right way to provide the best care for my patients. And if it takes me longer, oh well, so be it! We need to help one another, nurture our relationships, and teach one another. Anyway I could go on and address each part of your post, but will keep it short.
- 0Dec 27, '09 by NeoNurseRNThank you all for responding to this girl. I HAVE SO MUCH EMPATHY too!! I TOO am going thru the same thing right now. I have been in tears going thru similiar trials with my terrible preceptor. I have been a nurse for almost 10 years, but NICU is a whole new ball game for me and she has me so frazzeled I can not even think for myself and I feel like a helpless little girl. To make matters worse, she has my manager thinking that I can't be independent....when in actuality, she doesn't allow me to work independently. She busts in and does all my cares when I ask one simple question. I know that this is not forever, but how do I convince my manager that I can be independent without sounding like I cant take criticism. This woman is KNOWN to be cold and not pleasant and I have heard that there was "no one else" to do it. Thankfully I have had a (day) shift preceptor that vouches for me saying that I should have been on day orientation longer due to extended low census (when I was on days). I didn't get to see much more than feeder/growers on days.....But, now I am scared to even ask a question for fear that she will tell my manager that I simply can't swing this on my own and am not cut out for NICU nursing...My manager did tell me that she wants me to be successful...And I did tell her that I don't feel that I Can't be independent and that the night shift isn't helpful-her response was that I need to show my independence....and that sometimes she gets caught in the middle with she said/he said...But she DID take my preceptors word without even considering my opinion of how it was going....Sorry for such a long post. I am so anxious because I only have 3 shifts left before my final evaluation...and 2 of the days are with someone who has only been with me once. How is she to know what I have/have not done?! Please PRAY that they will allow me to go it on my own. I am a little slow to learn, but once I have it down, if I do say so myself, I am an awesome nurse! I am passionate and professional. I just need a chance in this new position. (BTW, I am already on a 2 week extension of orientation....then after next week, they will reevaluate my progress....I have to admit, I am scared.) What can I do.....to relax. I don't know. Can someone help?
New to NICU with terrible preceptor, Not new to nursing
- 0Dec 28, '09 by KarenBuleyNeoNurse~the fact that your orientation has been extended isn't a reflection of your abilities~low census and struggling with an ineffective preceptor are contributing factors. Ask for the orientation time you need, and please don't let that nurse push you away from NICU. I hope there are kinder, more compassionate nurses on your shifts who will be good go-to people for you. Hang in there!
- 0Dec 28, '09 by GM RN 2010I graduated nursing school in May, but I was a Surgical Tech before nursing school its the samething, they think that there is only one way to do things!!!
I found that many nurses are just miserable, especially the ones who work night shift they come into work with there issues and leave in the morning with them and u have to suffer with them for the 12 hrs..
They act like its everyones fault for A. picking a loser for a man/husband B. Children are out of control cause they r to busy trying to keep up with things they could not afford if they only worked one JOB!! C. Before they chose this profesiion they knew it was demanding we experience that from the first they of clinicals so I don't understand what is the problem!!! They r just miserable and want to mk everyone else miserable.
- 2Dec 30, '09 by propofolshortageTabitha-
Your article made me reconsider my attitude when i take report from the ER(i work in the MICU). There are times where i get really frustrated when the nurse can't tell me the vent settings or why she/he didn't treat a low K or, like last night: why the hell she didn't ask the Doc to change the septic, and tachy, patient's presser from dopamine to neo.
Maybe that nurse was having a crazy night and was getting slammed left and right. Maybe she had a cranky Doc, who doesnt take kindly to vasoactive suggestions. Maybe she did all she could just to keep the patient from coding again.
I get frustrated and ****** off when i have a Doc yelling at me for things that i "missed" and here i go and do the EXACT same thing to another RN...