Hello. I just lost my little boy at 20 weeks gestation last week. I am scared to death to go back to work, not only the fact that I have to face all of my peers with an empty belly and empty heart, but how I am I going to take care of all the miscarriages and ill infants of white trash parents who smoke in the house and all those kinds of things. I feel like it really takes a bit of emotional strength to perform our jobs on a day to day basis, so how am I supposed to do it when I am completely worn down? Have any of you ever been through something like this? Advice? I am thinking about making an appearance to "check the schedule" or something the day before I go back so I can get some of the hugs and things out of the way in case I break down.