So....I got my rejection letter at the end of June and was devastated because I qualified with my points but was put into a lottery and was not chosen. Then, I was told based on the random waiting list generated by the computer system, I had no chance of getting in. The result: temporary devastation, crying, misery and I got over it and was geared towards Plan B, which consisted of finishing off the remainder of prereq's needed for my BS, which I planned on finishing after I complete my ADN.
So for the last month, I took a vacation, got married, moved into a new house and was getting over it, I was actually happy. But then, I started missing my old house and hated how we downsized to save money and started looking for a home with hubby and it was starting to take a toll on me. I started getting a little bit upset. My new husband decides he wants to go back to school, so we might have to sacrifice things financially (fine, I support his decision, after all, it's what I am doing) and I start wishing I had just gotten accepted into the program because then, I would be done sooner, and we wouldn't be stuck worrying about finances anymore.
So the problem: Last sunday, my darling 3 year old son drops my phone on concrete. The LCD screen goes white. I argue with T-Mobile about having equipment protection which they say I cancelled (never ever did!) and can't afford a new phone right now for a few weeks. So I deal with it and can accept calls, but can't make them, can't dial.
So I have no idea if I miss a call or have a voice/text message.
I randomly (after 2 days) decide to check my voicemail and the first message is the Nursing Department at the college. They inform me that I have been accepted into the program BUT I must reply by 10 am that day (today) to get the spot. Guess what? It was already 6 pm when I get the message. Office is closed, position probably given away and I am completely devastated and depressed all over again.
I wish this thing could just all be over....either I am in or I am not. I left a message of despair on the Administrators voicemail, but I am sure that position was given away already. All I can do is wait for Monday, I am going in first thing in the morning to beg for my spot, explain my phone situation (and show them my phone) and if my spot has been given away, beg for the next spot that may open up (luckily drug test deadlines are Aug. 23rd, I live in Vegas (aka Sin City) and hopefully, this might mean a chance for me.
I just wish I was never told that I had "no chance at all" to get in for Fall, instead I was told to move on. Had they not said that, I would have seriously glued the phone to my head! I thought my chances were seriously over and now I'm dealing with madness all over again.
Does anyone have any advice on how to deal with this chaos? What would you do?
Thanks everyone who has been there for me over all this time! I guess if they tell me it's over then I at least have some closure so I can move on!
I am glad I did not read this until now because it was like a horror movie just waiting for the end. Good luck in school, and please do not let the financial situation steal your focus.
I am so happy for you congratulations. I just recently started posting and ran across your thread over the weekend. I came on today various times just to check your update. Good Luck in nursing school, and celebrate. :balloons:
With goosebumps all over and tears in my eyes, I can't even express how much I appreciate everyone on here. A thousand hugs to all of you who have shown me support (each x 1,000). I honestly wish the best for everyone else on here too.
Yes, truly a test, I must admit it was rough, I almost didn't get up to go in and I honestly know that had I not shown up there, it wouldn't have been my spot. I seriously almost just let it slip by because I was so afraid of rejection, but I am so glad I stayed strong.
I seriously do have so much to do now, and I really don't care, even the fact that I will be fronting so much cash right now for everything books, immunizations, uniforms...tuition! (Didn't get a chance to apply for any loans or scholarships yet LOL, didn't think I had to) I don't even care....finally, I know it's going to pay off!
Again, thank you all so much, did I mention: I came and told all of you before I even told my mom or husband? LOL.
Specializes in Psych/Rehab/Family practice/Oncology.
Oh my gosh...the drama!!! I just saw this post for the first time, so I knew Monday was past. Still, I wouldn't let myself read the last page first so I could see the outcome. Had to follow EVERY single post, just for the excitement! Hey, what can I say, I lead a dull but content life. Usually we say "out damn spot!" but this time the spots out, 'cause you're in!!! You go!!!
I randomly came across your thread, and I was on the edge of my seat! What a horrible thing to do...call you that morning and say, "Oh yeah, we just hope you are sitting by the phone and call us by 10:00 a.m.???"
I AM SOOOOO EXCITED FOR YOU! CONGRATULATIONS!
I have to say that I, too, have been holding my breath until I heard that you were in! Congrats! Now turn those frowns upside down..there is a lot to be happy about!
FireStarterRN, BSN, RN
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