Ann was not a run-of-the-mill patient for the surgical floor. Actually, she was not a surgical patient at all. An elderly woman who had fainted, Ann needed to be hospitalized for observation and to rule out the possibility of stroke or M I. These serious conditions had been eliminated, and as she had no other obvious medical issues, she seemed like an easy patient. But the night nurse warned me: "Watch out. If you don't keep a close eye on her she'll get away from you." It turned out that Ann had Alzheimers.When I went to Ann's room to introduce myself and assess her, I was surprised to find a fully dressed, rather elegant silver-haired woman. She stood gazing out the window and spoke courteously. Her piercing grey-blue eyes and perfect posture gave an aura of intelligence and grace. However, her gaze disconcerted me. Her eyes eyes searched my face, crinkled with a puzzled look. She repeated my phrases and questions back as if testing out the words of a foreign language. "Your daughter is coming to pick you up this afternoon. Please just stay here in your room to wait for her." I found the simpler my instructions, the better. "My daughter..." she repeated deliberately and then paused. "But'" she turned to me, her eyes puzzled, "what am I supposed to do now?" I thought for a second. It was a good question. "Well, nothing, I guess. Just relax. Take it easy. I'll take care of everything. Just wait here." I really didn't know what else to say and hoped to reassure her.Ann could not be kept in a hospital gown. The moment she was left alone, she managed to dress herself in her street clothes again. At first the "leads off" alarm on the telemetry screen would betray her activities. Then she learned not to disturb the wires or the telemetry box which she wore tucked into the waistband of her khakis. I did not see the point of enforcing a hospital gown on her, so I let her wear what she wanted. Except for the tele box and the belt she had ingeniously fashioned from the ted-hose, she looked more like the average slightly-disoriented-nana visiting Billy in room 32. As a result, Ann avoided detection when wandering away.I had repeated to her patiently, "Please stay here. Don't go anywhere. I don't want you to get lost or hurt." She was infuriatingly cooperative and polite. "Yes, yes. I'll stay right here." But then she disappeared. Her "civilian" dress and lack of outward signs of illness made it easy for her to escape notice. Despite measures such as a motion alarm on the entrance to her room and special instructions given to the nurse aides to keep an eye out for her wanderings, she was gone.When she disappeared, I panicked. I raced about looking everywhere and sending out the alert for a wandering patient. Luckily, she didn't get far. Within a few minutes I saw her being escorted cooperatively back onto the unit, chatting pleasantly to her companion as if she were out for a stroll with an old friend. As I approached her I couldn't control my frustration. "Where did you go? I told you to stay in your room and I had to send everybody out looking for you." I trembled with frustration and relief that she was back safe. Ann's eyes widened in surprise and concern at my emotional outburst.Later as I charted at the desk I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up to see Ann standing right next to me, with her companion a step behind. Her piercing blue-gray eyes sparkled with a purpose. "Don't worry honey. You'll be just fine." The tone of her voice was concerned but self-confident. She patted my hand patronizingly, gave it a little squeeze, and then continued past with her companion. Although I knew she didn't really comprehend that she had caused my stress, in that moment she had sensed and responded to my anxiety in a touching way. "Thanks, Ann." was all I could say. 1 Down Vote Up Vote × About HKBrandon, BSN, RN Licensed RN BSN with 19 years of clinical experience in a variety of adult inpatient settings who is passionate about learning, writing, and research. 1 Article 8 Posts Share this post Share on other sites