Hello all,
At the end of my shift we do a narcotic count...the oncoming nurse counts the actual med/narc packs against the other nurse who reads off the signed off drugs from the DEA book. Well two of the narcs were off at the end of my shift...meaning two were missing from a resident's pack against the DEA book(the percocet med packet had two less when the oncoming nurse counted as I left my shift) and I signed off two percocets given by me at 2am. I will admit I dont always lock my cart but i'm in and out of them rooms so fast that I don't see how anyone could steal them. I'm currently on orientation and have been for a month and three weeks now. I was written up for giving Roxicet to a resident after the preceptor told me she has been giving it and told me to give 5mls after is was d/c'd. She also got written up. Then at first I got blamed for giving Fosimax out when it was supposed to be given once a week because I was on that "hall" that week, BUT I was off the weekend and it was caught the second night when I was on the other hall(we switch halls when there are two nurses) which makes that 4 pills and there were 4 in the packet and those 4 were gone within 4 days...at first I was written up to make a long story short but then they figured out what happened and it was ONE nurse on the weekend I was off and ANOTHER nurse two days after I was on another hall. So that got thrown out thank goodness. Anyways, now I'm worried about this. Either I didn't hear the count correctly at the beginning of the shift, or she called out MORE than there was (by two) in which I wouldn't have known because I'm not checking the packs of pills against the DEA book at the same time as she is verbally calling the number out(I'm sure the system is pretty much this way in most places?). Nobody does. I work the night shift and haven't slept yet, I hope this all makes sense but I'm sitting here crying. I worked so hard for this license, what do you think they are going to do. I went to the supervisor and told her that the count was off this morning and I have no idea what happened but I know I signed of the two I gave the resident. This particular resident gets percocet PRN every 6 hours for pain, and if you look at the mar and dea sheet history, she does usually get two around 6p or 8p every night but didn't tonite/last night in which I'm thinking it wasn't signed off but given but I SHOULD have caught that, and could have heard it wrong or I don't know. You would think she would have called out the right number, I would have seen it wasn't right, and she would of said "oops I need to sign that out" which happens alot. The supervisor told me not to worry about it and go to sleep but I have a feeling I will get written up for this.
Please advice, support, comments, anything. I may have to look for a new job but I dont want to BUT at the same time I do not want to lose the license I worked so hard for.