Today I received my acceptance letter into a LVN-RN transition program and I am BEYOND excited!!
But (why is there *always* a but??) I will have to talk to my NM tomorrow about the situation and I feel soo guilty. I just started this job in Jan - I'm not even off orientation yet and here I will be trying to talk to her about going part-time, PRN, or even quitting. Class begins May 11 and I have to accept by the 18th, so not much time to get everything straight.
I realize that many, many nurses work and go to school, but I have 2 young kids and a hubby that commutes 1.5 hrs one way to work, so I don't have very much free time to study, much less try to throw in a few 12hr shifts!
I love working Post partum, but the truth is, I want to be an RN. I want to be in the back delivering babies and this is my shot! This is my chance to go on and further my education.
I guess I'm just nervous - I know how hard it was for so many nurses to find a job, much less one they really want... so I feel scared to just walk away.
So, no point here, really... just wanted somewhere to talk this out...