So tired and hopeless

[moving4wrd]

Hi well thank you everyone that has responded to my post, I haven't logged on in a while. I have been to so many interviews I have lost count. I hadn't worked in 9 1/2 years I found a job in mar of 2014 and was terminated on may 21,2014 for something that should have never occured. The DON didn't even give me a chance to rectify the situation she just termed me and reported me to the board and now I am under investigation and have been since the day she reported me in May. I already have restrictions and should have never taken that position in that place.....i didn't go with the little voice that tells you "don't do it."- so anxious to return to work as a nurse I took the position anyway. So now on top of the long list of restrictions, I have to explain terminated and restrictions...and just the unknown of what is going to happen to me when they are done with their investigation!!! I can't even afford an attorney. I dont even have a job right now. As soon as I get up in the morning I am putting out applications...going to facilities. But every interview is the same as the one before. They explain everything about their company and how great it is and so glad to have me there, but as soon as I bring up the restrictions its all over. If this has happend to anyone let me know..I just couldn't believe I already had restrictions and now under investigation again.

[elkpark]

Hugs and best wishes for your new job and continuing recovery, moving!

[CryssieD]

Congrats, moving4wrdLVN--I'm so happy for you!!! But a little serenity, please--you can't know what's in the future, so don't tear yourself up worrying over it:nono:. Let go and let God/your Higher Power handle your future--you just focus on right now! Which is awesome! I'm so proud of you!

[moving4wrd]

Oh goodness CryssieD thank u I really needed to hear that right about now. I will try to stay focused on right now. God Bless!! All of you.

[moving4wrd]

So devastated!! They gave me a job and them they asked me to leave cuz they made a mistake! I even confirmed with them that it was ok to quit the call center job I had just started and they said yes it was ok I would start working today. I quit my other job on short notice and went to start orientation today at 5:30 the HR Manager comes searching for me to tell me I cant work after all cause of my restrictions.....it was such a nice place and was not at all chaotic there. But why does this keep happening. How could they make such a mistake..I repeatedly asked about my restrictions and then turn around and say that due to.the restrictions I cant work! Now I dont have a job at all:(

[catmom1, BSN, RN]

Awww. I am SO sorry!!! You will find the right place. I know how devastated you must feel. I have been through similar trials and am still standing. Sorry I can't post more now, but know that I and others care about you and that you are not alone!

HUGS to you :hug:

Catmom :paw:

[CryssieD]

Good grief! Beam me up, Scottie, no intelligent life here! Some days it feels like you just can't win. A hospital that refused to even interview me (I was up front about being in a monitoring program) sent me an e-mail saying Congratulations on your new job with us and we'll see you at orientation--and of course, it was a mistake. I don't know how people manage to goof up in just the right places--it just seems to happen that way sometimes. Sorry it didn't work out this time--just keep on trying, the right job will find you eventually! Hang in there!

[dirtyhippiegirl, BSN, RN]

Oh god, that is just awful. I am so sorry.

[TXRN2]

Wow! I'm so very sorry- that's a most unfortunate error....I really feel for you! That being said- put it behind you, don't dwell on it...just keep doing the next right thing- it will eventually work out! Hugs to you!!