Twoyearnurse replied to HunnieBadger's topic in Nurses Recovery
Poor darlin, im glad you're seeing the chiropractor, and what a great hubby! You both have obviously worked on true which is amazing, congrats on bravery on both sides. Have you tried a tens unit?...
Twoyearnurse replied to HunnieBadger's topic in Nurses Recovery
It doesn't make you different. It's hard. Do you have a good relationship with your doctor? My friend brought in a relapse plan to her doctor when she went. She was upfront (the doc knew her history...
Twoyearnurse replied to HunnieBadger's topic in Nurses Recovery
Her case manager also said that should her pain become chronic and need to be managed she would need to add a pain management doctor to her list. She explained that under this condition she could...
Twoyearnurse replied to HunnieBadger's topic in Nurses Recovery
One of my nurse friends had the same issue. She spoke with her case manager, who explained that she could take pain medications (of course the skript and diagnosis had to be provided to the board) and...
Twoyearnurse replied to Junebug59's topic in Nurses Recovery
Hey sweet pea, just checking in! Tomorrow is the big day. Once again I've got good thoughts going towards you. Thank you for all the love and good thoughts my way as well. Whenever I am feel down,...
Twoyearnurse replied to Junebug59's topic in Nurses Recovery
Hey sweet pea (aka Virgojd), just picture this: driving down a snowy highway in the middle of a snow storm, no cars, 65mph, temp at 5 degrees, three women in the truck, on the way to see my parents a...
Twoyearnurse replied to tracy.bell5's topic in Nurses Recovery
Catmom and Virgojd, I know how that sadness feels, something I realized though is that what I meant by "just wanting to die" really meant that I didn't want to live the life I am now. Two very...
Twoyearnurse replied to tracy.bell5's topic in Nurses Recovery
Oh Catmom, I head you on the unhelpful posts. I don't think anyone means harm by them. A lot of times I think that our mistakes are so fresh (by fresh I mean we live with them over and over in this...
Twoyearnurse replied to 10yearnurse's topic in Nurses Recovery
As far as jobs outside of nursing- I was asked at every interview "why are you applying to this job if you are a nurse?" and I always answered the same way "I thought back to what jobs I enjoyed prior...
I was reported to the board three months ago, how long did it take for you all put there in allnurse world to hear if they were investigating you? Or just hear from them
Twoyearnurse replied to Twoyearnurse's topic in Nurses Recovery
It's difficult waiting. My lawyer and I have discussed the case extensively and agreed to wait to hear from the board because of how convoluted my case is (DEA and board involvement). I've been...
Twoyearnurse replied to Junebug59's topic in Nurses Recovery
It's a good sign that someone is willing to vouch for you. All of my good thoughts are headed towards you tonight. So much distance but it is special having someone worlds away. Just know I am...
Twoyearnurse replied to Junebug59's topic in Nurses Recovery
Oh, and by the way, you do get to rant fromTime to time about all of this. Have your mad, then keep pushing forward. I generally come to this forum and post my positive moments, but believe me, I have...
Twoyearnurse replied to Junebug59's topic in Nurses Recovery
You're not...and you're right. It isn't fair at all. We are all redeemable given the chance. I actually had the pleasure of working with a couple nurses who had addiction/alcohol issues and they were...
Twoyearnurse replied to iceangelred86's topic in Nurses Recovery
I agree, I actually had a nurse manager say that a hiatus from nursing makes hiring managers suspicious. She said always say you took care of a family member (even if that family member was
Twoyearnurse replied to Junebug59's topic in Nurses Recovery
I don't judge you at all. It is frustrating. Unfortunately, diverters, such as myself often don't get reported to the police (I did so I may face criminal charges as well as the board). From what I've...
Twoyearnurse replied to Twoyearnurse's topic in Nurses Recovery
I'm not worried about safe...I just want to get a move on this. I didn't self report bc I've been to BON hearings in my state and there isn't a difference, it's one size fits all. I also didn't want...
I had heard from others how good "Impaired: a nurses story of addiction and recovery" by Patricia Holloran was. Good does not even begin to describe it. My sister gave me this book as a gift for...
Twoyearnurse replied to Twoyearnurse's topic in Nurses Recovery
I finished the book! It was really very good. My favorite quote? "the way I let go of things is by leaving my fingernail marks all over it". It's a good story about letting go. That's the hardest part...