You are not alone. I have anxiety too before work and sometimes I have social anxiety too. Some days worse than others. I am trying to be patient with myself. Take deep breaths. Tell yourself you are trying your best and that is what matters. Reading positive affirmations can help you get a lighter perspective on your day. You are an amazing nurse, you are helping children. That is a beautiful gift to share with the world. You are stronger than you think and you have a big heart. The world needs nurses like you. You deserve to be happy and you can be happy. Maybe consider part-time work if you are full-time to ease the stress. Some of my stress relievers that may help you as well are being outside with nature, exercising, eating healthy, playing with my dogs, drawing, deep breathing, yoga, essential oils like lavender, reading positive affirmations, and meditating. I will leave you with an affirmation, "I choose to live with courage. I do not allow others to intimidate me. I stand my ground. I never give up."