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I used to get all A's and B's in school, knew calculus in the 8th grade, and competed in national math contests. Then my dad died while I was in high school. I got my first F senior year. I go to Drexel U and get kicked out. I started to identify myself as a slacker and developed a hatred for school. I also got heavily addicted to video games. Playing from morning until night sometimes for 20 hours straight. Went to different colleges on and off for 5 years, and never graduated.
Fast forward 10 years. I had an ephiphany and now letting go of the past. Im actually a person who enjoys school and excelling, I just had baggage holding me back. I've been studying hard and doing the work. Got provisionally accepted to a nursing program as an intended nursing student. Everything should be good to go as long as I get A's and B's in rest of pre-reqs.
So my question is given my history should I keep my gaming computer or get rid of it. (I was almost close to upgrading it so it can play games with high graphics. It felt like the past was coming back to haunt me). I've played for 50 hours in the past two weeks. I feel like its a distraction for I have fallen behind slightly. I'm pretty confident I can get A's and B's in these pre-reqs but at the same time I don't want to jeopardize my grades even in the slightest. I've failed at school enough. This time I have to do it, no turning back, no quiting, no failing.