Published Jun 10, 2008
SoniaFLRN
5 Posts
I graduated Nursing School in December of 2007. I had a job waiting for me back at home and moved the day of graduation. I began working in early January as a Graduate Nurse in an ICU that I had worked in as a tech for nearly 6 years before nursing school. Everyone knew me and seemed excited that I was finally back as an GN. February comes and orientation is going well. I sign up for the nclex on my birthday, which should have been my first sign things were not going to go so well. I had been studying using a friends password on a popular class/prep course website and had been doing fairly well (60-70%). All of my classmates had passed theirs by this point, most with 75 questions and one with 110. I go in, sit down, take a deep breath, and start the test. Man the questions were a lot harder than I had anticipated!! By question 70, my heart was beating out of my throat, I thought I was going to throw up or pass out. A math question next. A gtt calculation..."how the heck do I do these"... Completely forgot how. Now I thought I was going to really pass out. After I answered 75, I hit next. 76 came up. Oh was I really shaking at this point. Questions kept coming and coming. I didn't wan't a break!! I wanted to get out of there. By mid 200's I was looking for the quit button. At 233, it finally shut off and I raced to my (new) car holding back the tears. I had failed. I knew it. Everyone says, "oh, you passed. Everyone thinks they failed." I knew I had failed and I went into a depressed and I mean depressed mode. I had to tell everyone. I started therapy, began taking an antidepressant, and found out that apparently I had had an anxiety attack during the test. Medications were given to me for that too.
Fast forward 45 days and I had talked myself into taking the test again. Everyone at work was rooting for me and I had been taking more and more of those practice tests doing better and better. This time I had to travel to take the test and went up the night before. I had a good dinner, tried to relax, found the test site the night before, and really felt ready this time. That morning I got up, took a shower and popped in my anti anxiety medications. Off I went. Felt great during the test. 75 questions and it shut off. I passed... well thought I had anyway. I was so excited. I called all of my co-workers and classmates. I went out that night and celebrated with friends. Two days later I found out that I had failed!! Failed at 75 questions?? I couldn't believe it. I couldn't even remember any of my questions. Were they hard? Easy? Not one could I remember.
So back in to depressed mode I went. Luckily this time I was medicated. My family was supportive. I quit my job... too embarrassed to go back and face everyone. And thought this was a sign that nursing maybe wasn't for me.
WHAT WORKED FOR ME!! Third time was a charm for me as I passed with 75 questions. I took a Kaplan course and felt that it really helped me pass. I had been so caught up on learning facts and content based questions like in school and not on how to take this crazy test. I took deep breaths. No medications this time to put me in a daze. And I took my time. I read every question and answer and made sure I knew what they were looking for. I used the board and marker and made slashes for each answer choice. Then instead of looking for the right answer, I got rid of the wrong ones. I remembered Maslow...and ABC's... and Most of the time, I only had one answer left!! When the computer shut off, deep down I knew that I had passed this time. It just felt right.
So to everyone who are re-peat test takers, I felt your pain. I pushed through, and although now I am in the process of looking for a new job, I am excited about a new start in life. My dad told me last night... "This will probably be the last time in a long time, that you will not have to work. Retirement is still a long time away." And he was right. I hate that my life has been on hold for six months, but you know what... I bet I learned more in those few months studying harder and harder, answering thousands of questions, than I probably did in nursing school.
So Good Luck Repeaters and new test takers. You can and will do it!!
Sunshine97
65 Posts
Well done.
Amber07
140 Posts
Congratulations on slaying this beast of an exam!!!!
:balloons:
I am currently studying for my second attempt so it is always very wonderful and encouraging to hear these type of things! Good luck with the job hunt!!!
caliotter3
38,333 Posts
Congratulations!!!:balloons::balloons::balloons:
hepinky
23 Posts
hi sonia,
congratulations!!!! you made it successfully?!!! becos i am undergoing the same situation i took my exam in march i failed for the 2 time...and the whole world is upside for me...planning to take in july end ...preparig with kaplan trainer...is 2 months enough .please give your tips...
dabmtcuRN
161 Posts
Congratulations!!! :yeah:
clark08
15 Posts
congrats, very inspiring!
BettyBoo706
414 Posts
congrats
hakuna matata
46 Posts
Congrats to you! Thank you for sharing your story :)
ganamica
7 Posts
Congratulations!!
Lawnabrn
1 Post
I took the test aug 7 , and i know exactly what you were feeling.
The nite before the test I could not go to sleep at all. My body and mind just would not wine down. I was scheduled for 0800 testing. During the test i got a mcg/kg/min problem that my tired brain just could not pulled together. I knew that i had failed.
Fell into a depression. Daily i have to pull up out of it, but not with any type of pharmological assistance. I am presently waiting on my att to give it another shot. It is difficult studing because the questions seem simple enough but when i looked at the anwser choices i just wanted to run. I know this too shall pass just as nursing school did.
bellaluke30
4 Posts
Congrats! nice to hear of your perseverance with the NCLEX challenges...
I just took the exam this morning & the computer shuts off at 75 questions. It made me feel devastated because i have a feeling I failed plus my husband think it's impossible to pass at 75. What's even worse is I will not know the result until 4 weeks. Is that possible to pass even just answering 75 questions or under? I am really depressed right now & my husband is advising me to do the LVN exam instead next time. I did a lot of practice tests with different materials (Kaplan, Mosby's, Saunders, NCSBN) online, books & flashcards & I am quite exhausted. Thanks for listening & any advice?