Nursing Burnout, Moral Residue, and Resilience: An Interview with Anna Rodriguez

Great post!  Burnout in nursing is real and you don't have to stay in the same specialty if you heart just isn't in it anymore.  There are so many different ways to practice nursing.  

Question:

Why are you changing the verbiage from "Moral Injury" to the more sanitized and therefore less meaningful "moral residue"?

"residue" doesn't really even make sense in the context of what the definition you are using

13 hours ago, traumaRUs said:

• Physically, and emotionally exhausted
• Dreading the job that you used to like
• Less connection with your job
• Chronic illness 

This is the definition of injury.

Residue means:

noun: residue; plural noun: residues

a small amount of something that remains after the main part has gone or been taken or used.

Where does this verbiage sanitation come into being?

 

9 hours ago, TitaniumPlates said:

Question:

Why are you changing the verbiage from "Moral Injury" to the more sanitized and therefore less meaningful "moral residue"?

"residue" doesn't really even make sense in the context of what the definition you are using

This is the definition of injury.

Residue means:

noun: residue; plural noun: residues

a small amount of something that remains after the main part has gone or been taken or used.

Where does this verbiage sanitation come into being?

 

This was from the speaker herself. She was speaking of the fall out or left over feelings or moral distress or moral injury. For instance (and this is my example); I care for chronically ill hemodialysis pts. I have several pts who beg the staff not to dialyze them, they don't want to do this anymore. Several have told me personally, "this just isn't even living anymore." However, at family meetings when end of life issues including the pts own wishes are brought up, the family almost bullies the elder to "stay the course," "you don't want to commit suicide", etc.. These are very trying meetings to orchestrate and yes, I go home and think about these situations a lot. That is the moral residue that I'm experiencing. 

Moral residue is the scar that remains after the injury.  

6 hours ago, traumaRUs said:

This was from the speaker herself. She was speaking of the fall out or left over feelings or moral distress or moral injury. For instance (and this is my example); I care for chronically ill hemodialysis pts. I have several pts who beg the staff not to dialyze them, they don't want to do this anymore. Several have told me personally, "this just isn't even living anymore." However, at family meetings when end of life issues including the pts own wishes are brought up, the family almost bullies the elder to "stay the course," "you don't want to commit suicide", etc.. These are very trying meetings to orchestrate and yes, I go home and think about these situations a lot. That is the moral residue that I'm experiencing. 

Thank you for the clarification. It hit home because I am leaving nursing because of moral injury---and it seemed almost like someone is minimizing this because it sounds like the profession is harming us---which it is.

It's not the patients, it's the profession. It's the requirements of corporate bean counters believing that this is a big chessboard or a robot factory--that no one has needs or feelings.

I see this a lot with my family of Veterans. I also worked at a VA. These men and women are treated as robots. Told what to do--"OWNED" by the US government. You can't even get a sunburn without fear of repercussions (that is considered damaging US Gov't property).  These people are damaged beyond belief.

There is such a parallel between how soldiers are used and how Nurses and to a high degree---doctors, CNAs, technicians and other "front line" personnel are being used.

The results are the same. Inability to cope even with "lavender oil" sachets and "mindfulness training". Tell that to a soldier who watches children die whether it's by his own hand or someone else's. This is the same thing we go through as nurses every single day. Bad decisions made by rushed and overworked/overwhelmed physicians--poorly trained, some of them--horrible policies set in place by out of touch or inexperienced "upper management"--all for the same goal---

PROFIT.

Thank you for the clarification. This hits very very close to home for me and my family.

Heart, soul, and redemption: My journey to addiction -- and back

 

https://www.americannursetoday.com/blog/my-journey-to-addiction-and-back/

It's not so simple to change specialties especially if one lives in a rural area with few facility options. I had been in one specialty for 28 years when I was belittled and constantly made to feel worthless and incompetent by one physician. Unfortunately, management took his side and I lost my job. I attempted to find employment in another area of nursing and was constantly turned away without explanation. After a brief time of employment in long term care, I started travel nursing in my original specialty. It was not something that I had ever really considered before because I am very much a "home body" and had built a house a year before I lost my job and really didn't want to move. I have been doing travel nursing for 7 years now and have found a way to make it work with my home life.  I really do still LOVE what I do even though there are times that I don't LOVE the situation. AND....I am GOOD at what I do, but changing specialties is not always a viable option. 

On 6/15/2019 at 10:52 PM, Jasonsmb said:

Heart, soul, and redemption: My journey to addiction -- and back

 

https://www.americannursetoday.com/blog/my-journey-to-addiction-and-back/

It is wonderful that you were able to come back.  I hope you continue to thrive and I ask God's continued blessings upon you and your loved ones and your patients.

What are you doing these days?

36 minutes ago, Kooky Korky said:

It is wonderful that you were able to come back.  I hope you continue to thrive and I ask God's continued blessings upon you and your loved ones and your patients.

What are you doing these days?

Yes thank you! It was an absolutely horrific experience, but I’m way better off today for learning how to fight through the adversity. I am starting a job as a QA RN for a home health agency. Truly miraculous, I’m so thankful for a second chance. All of my convictions were expunged, and I have a new lease on life. Thanks for reading and please share with all the nurses and/or other health professionals you know. We really need to get the word out that these kinds of things happen to good people who get beat up by the profession. We all know it happens, we need to take care of each other.