I am not yet an RN (hopefully in a month or two). I work in the ICU as a tech, and have for close to a year. It seems that the OR doesn't let anyone die. When someone is headed south the quickly send them to the ICU so we can code them and deal with the aftermath.
I really hate this. Maybe because it is a teaching hospital and residents to quite a few procedures and don't want to take the blame? I know patients sign consents about all the possible risks and such, but I feel that I have seen way too much of botched procedures.
Am I just jaded because of the area I work in and don't see the "good surgical procedures"? I was petrified when my dad told me of his colonoscopy (which did go fine thankfully) because of my experience with several patients that was perferated and went septic in the same procedure.
In some ways I feel like I have lost a bit of faith in surgery/other procedures.
Am I alone in this feeling?