Hello fellow nurses!
I've been reading all nurses since I was a nursing student. I graduated in may last year. Started out in subacute rehab part-time - stayed for about 5 months, 20 residents/day. Managed well enough, felt like I was making a difference most days. I was recently hired full time elsewhere and just finished orientation @ an LTC. In my new place I have to do meds, tx, charting, fs, labs, md calls for 30 res and sometimes also charge duties including staff assigments, mds and whatever things come up and ppl are directed to "speak with the nurse".
It's been about a month and I am getting very discouraged. So many of the res are extensive assist, more GT's than PO.. the PO's need so much coaxing everyday just to take their meds. Others want to punch you in the face. So many of the res are lonely, I wish I had more time to talk with them and really take care of them but every day I hit the ground running, every meal time I have to stop and help feed, everyday there is a 30 min meeting about what we are doing wrong (cutting into medpass), every 10 min a cna is calling to "come quick" for some little thing, family members standing over my medcart glaring at me (even after I explain please let me finish with this res first, its dangerous to distract a nurse while she is drawing meds.. but w/the customer service focus nowadays I will probably get in trouble for saying that), needy res wanting the curtains moved/tv fixed/better pillow "RIGHT NOW!!!", call bells that have to be answered within a few secs or the supervisor comes charging down the hall...
Even with my "brain sheet".. whose on what feeds, who has early PT/OT, who is going out etc.. I'm still not finishing within the golden 2 hours.. its more like 4 hours and then the 2nd med pass begins...I don't even take a meal break and I wouldn't mind that if I could get out on time but after my shift ends.. after handover, count out narcs etc I still sit for hours charting because almost every one needs daily notes. Don't get me started on the faulty bp machines where the cuffs pop off and take forever, pulse ox doesn't work.. asked for new ones and still nothing.... What can I do to make this work? Quitting is not an option... I see other nurses finish on time. Many disgruntled co-workers.. I've also seen a few RNs quit in the short time I've been here... but I can't. I guess I just need some understanding and advice from the allnurses community. Please help me...
Thank you