Never would have made it without you (GOD)

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Marvin Sapp said it best because I never would have made it without the Jesus. This is going to be a long post because I have a testimony. I graduated May 2007. I took the Kaplan review class with the online question and scheduled my exam for June. I had 75 questions and failed. I was shocked. Never failed anything before, I have a masters degree what could possibly be wrong. Ok was hurt but I got myself together and started studying again. Took the test again August had 75 questions again, surely I have passed this time. NOT Failed again. Ok at this point I was totally devasted. All my friends were calling me to give suppor and comfort. I know that God would not leave his child. Satan was truly working on my faith. I really wanted to just go out to the freeway and get hit head on. I was numb. I started reading all the encouraging words here and how others prevailed after failing. I got learningtxt from online course for 5wks along with Saunders and started to study all over again. Everyday I was doing question. Scheduled for my test again and had 265 questions and again FAILED. OMG what is going on. At this point I was praying and praying and praying. Lord do you hear my cry!!! Satan kept messing with my mind but I kept my faith (what I had left) in God. I knew he was trying to speak to me in a might way. I was in an emotionally abusive relationship with my fiancee and I knew I need to leave but could not muster up the strength. January took the test for the fourth time, confident I was going to pass this time. I failed again 265 questions. Ok now what!! Please give me the # to the mental institute. So I kept praying. All the while he kept telling me to give up taking the test and was not supportive at all. Never did he comfort me or give me encouraging words. So I fasted and prayed for God to please give me the strength to get out of this and encourage myself. Trust me just when you think the sun will not come out behind the clouds it will. I said I will not study again for this test. I felt like I had all the knowledge I need, so 2 wks before I took it on May 8 I did Kaplan q bank and that was it. I prayed everyday for God to show me what I need to study again so I would be ready and the spirit kept telling me to look over the endocrine system. That is what my test mostly consisted of. Just want everyone to know that God is good all the time and he may not come when you want him but he is an on time God. Keep the faith and encourage yourself when nobody will and you will make it. It took me 5 times to pass. I had 75 questions this time and today I found out I am an RN!!!!

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Specializes in PICU.

you're stronger, you're wiser, you're better, so much better.....and you are still here, and it's by the grace of god.. . trust me, i know:rolleyes:

congradulations cash!!!!

pure...

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congratulations! and praise be to god! your persistence and faith in god has paid off. i am extremely happy and excited for you. you are now ready to go out there and do the job! great job fixing your personal life and studying very hard to finally succeed.

marvin sapp said it best because i never would have made it without the jesus. this is going to be a long post because i have a testimony. i graduated may 2007. i took the kaplan review class with the online question and scheduled my exam for june. i had 75 questions and failed. i was shocked. never failed anything before, i have a masters degree what could possibly be wrong. ok was hurt but i got myself together and started studying again. took the test again august had 75 questions again, surely i have passed this time. not failed again. ok at this point i was totally devasted. all my friends were calling me to give suppor and comfort. i know that god would not leave his child. satan was truly working on my faith. i really wanted to just go out to the freeway and get hit head on. i was numb. i started reading all the encouraging words here and how others prevailed after failing. i got learningtxt from online course for 5wks along with saunders and started to study all over again. everyday i was doing question. scheduled for my test again and had 265 questions and again failed. omg what is going on. at this point i was praying and praying and praying. lord do you hear my cry!!! satan kept messing with my mind but i kept my faith (what i had left) in god. i knew he was trying to speak to me in a might way. i was in an emotionally abusive relationship with my fiancee and i knew i need to leave but could not muster up the strength. january took the test for the fourth time, confident i was going to pass this time. i failed again 265 questions. ok now what!! please give me the # to the mental institute. so i kept praying. all the while he kept telling me to give up taking the test and was not supportive at all. never did he comfort me or give me encouraging words. so i fasted and prayed for god to please give me the strength to get out of this and encourage myself. trust me just when you think the sun will not come out behind the clouds it will. i said i will not study again for this test. i felt like i had all the knowledge i need, so 2 wks before i took it on may 8 i did kaplan q bank and that was it. i prayed everyday for god to show me what i need to study again so i would be ready and the spirit kept telling me to look over the endocrine system. that is what my test mostly consisted of. just want everyone to know that god is good all the time and he may not come when you want him but he is an on time god. keep the faith and encourage yourself when nobody will and you will make it. it took me 5 times to pass. i had 75 questions this time and today i found out i am an rn!!!!
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Specializes in Nursing Assistant.

Gongrats !!!!!:yeah::clpty: God is truly an awasome and faithfull:nmbrn: . Thank you Lord .Now you can go and do what God had planned for you.

I have to keep my faith and beleive that with hard work and trusting the Lord that i will get into a nursing program and become an RN.

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congratulations cash! you did it!:yeah::nurse:

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Specializes in School Nursing.

Congratulations Cash....Truly God has plans for all of us... and He will never leave us....

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Congratulations!!!:balloons::balloons::balloons:

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Specializes in Cardiac, Critical Care, LTC.

First off let me say CONGRAGS on passing nclex

Second that is my favorite song. God is truly awesome. I jus graduating May 9th and I could not have made it without him.

Continue to trust in the Lord and he will always make a way.

God bless you

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Specializes in Medical,Surgical, Geriatrics.

Congratulations!!!!!!!!!! God is good all the time.

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Such and inspiring story! Congratulations on your success!! :yeah:

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Specializes in NURSERY/NICU.

congratulations!!!! god is good!:nurse::bow:

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thanks to all!!!!!!!!!

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