Published Aug 16, 2009
Nightingale11
148 Posts
I have Clinical Orientation from 8-10 this Thursday. I have clinicals on the 25th, 27th and 1st of Sept.
We are checked off on skills such as: vitals, wound care, catheters, trach care, feeding/NG tubes. The only one I've had to repeat was catheters (darn sterile field)! I LOVE Nursing school although I'm still needing some practice with studying more. I am not a reader so reading 12 chapters for a test is not what I'd call enjoyable but it's something you have to do.
I found out last week about my clinical instructor.........which I am absolutely thrilled about, she was my 1st choice. I got my scrubs last week which will need to be hemmed. I plan on spending the night at a friends house and we plan on carpooling. Clinicals are from 6:30-2:30 so we will be getting up around 5 I'm sure.
I am SO terrifed of disappointing my clinical instructor! I am SO terrifed of messing up period. I am very sensitive, always have been. I'm afraid that if I mess up and get "disciplined" then I will just fall apart. I have wanted this for so long (Im 19) but have always wanted to be a nurse.
There are people in my class who just laugh and don't take this as seriously as I do, which I don't understand. I'm one of the youngest and it's the older ones that goof off.........I thought I was supposed to be immature. wow
I have the support of a wonderful mom, who means the world to me. We are going through hard times with my stepfather and trying to get some things in order. He completely hates my twin sister and yet in return expects me to be nice to him. It is a big mess that I try leaving at home and enjoy school.
Sorry I have talked your ears off.............just a big vent I guess. I'm a quiet person and do not spill my guts like this. Everything builds up and then I just can't take it anymore........going to have to change this. :)
Thanks for listening! Happy Sunday!!!
ErinJane
180 Posts
I was exactly like you when I was younger but having a thin skin in nursing school, or in nursing in general, makes it harder. The instructors will try to toughen you up (if they are anything like mine). Don't be scared. You will probably make mistakes, we all do. I am a perfectionist...but you have to let a little bit slide or else you won't make it. I wish you all the luck in the world.
And LTC is a fairly low stress clinical. I think that is why so many programs start with it. And you get to see a thousand different ailments. I hope you can learn from it and enjoy it.
Good luck!
Daytonite, BSN, RN
1 Article; 14,604 Posts
Thanks so much for taking your time to write all of this Erin and Daytonite.
I really hope that everything goes as planned. I dont like the unexpected or surprises.
I could also REALLY see my professors trying to toughen me up, 1 of them already know that Im a softy.......she's seen me cry. :)
My biggest problem will be being disciplined.......Ive never been good at it. I mean, I dont blame people or anything, just hurts my feelings I guess, really makes me feel bad. Im really going to have to get over that.
LifelongDream
190 Posts
During nursing school, I made a med error. I was devastated and went to my instructors to report what I had done. I told them how sorry I was and what had happened. I was crying my eyes out and terrified I had hurt my patient. :cry:After telling them that I would accept whatever punishment was coming to me, including being kicked out of the program, they told me that they were very impressed with my proactive approach. The fact that I came forward to tell them about it before they heard from someone else was a very big plus. They went on to say that at one time or another ALL nurses have made a med error, whether they are aware of it or not. The important thing to remember was that the patient was okay.
I learned alot that day about being honest and taking what was coming to me. It felt very good to go home after that happened and know that I had done the right thing and that I was not the only nurse that had ever made a mistake. In most cases, the instructors are there to help you:heartbeat, not out to get you!!! Don't fret. I'm sure you will make a great nurse someday!