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I am a new grad nurse. I got my license in Oct 2006. I work in a small rural hospital. My hospital is suffering some financial difficulties lately. We have been short staffed recently with no new prospects on the horizion. We have just enough people to cover the week, so if someone calls off, someone has to work overtime to cover. Lately I have been working 1 extra day per week for a total of 4 days (12 hr shifts). I hate working overtime due to responsibilites at home. I just have NO extra time, but I'm new to the unit & I want to look good for my unit director & I also want to do my part. We have had a rash of call-off's lately & like i said i've had 4 days the past couple of weeks. I have been feeling so tired of it lately. well I worked last night & to make a long story short boss asked if I could come in at 4pm today instead of 7 (I work 7p-7a). so 12+hours wed night 6 hrs sleep & back for a 4pm-7am (plus report time) shift. I originally said yes but when I left boss heard me grumbling to the tech & it went something like this.
boss: you know you didn't have to say yes if you didn't want to do it.
me: I don't want to be the bad guy & leave you guys hanging
boss: I could have asked jon (lpn that worked with me last night & tonight)
me: well I don't want to put it on him then he'll only get 6 hrs sleep.
boss: never mind I'll call someone else. I just start with who's here.
now here I am feeling like a big fat jerk. should I call her to apologize, should I call & say I'll just come in? I am not sure what to do.
Sorry if this is disorganized I'm just tired.
p.s. other RN's in the hospital make a bonus if they come in on their day off but our unit (psych) doesn't offer the bonus due to budget. but EVERYONE else gets it. This hasn't bothered me before but I keep thinking about it
so I thought I'd throw that in. :stone
Thanks,
spooky