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I am new to the hospital environment and brand new to IV meds so when my preceptor said it was a mistake not to pause the heparin drip before doing an IV push dose of morphine I expressed understanding and told her I never knew that. I honestly don't remember learning that in nursing school so she told my boss and now they've added another week of orientation for safety concerns.
I am terrified they're going to fire me. I already had an extra week of training to hone my time management skills and then I do this! I just worry that there are other deficits in my education that will lead me to endanger a patient or get fired and I'm 37 weeks pregnant so I'm about to go on leave without really being on my own. I just feel like I'm failing and the preceptor says I didn't seem to understand how serious this mistake was. She's right. I didn't. I don't know what I don't know, you know? Are there other things specific to IVs that I should be aware of before I kill someone?