I am posting this because I feel we need to get real!
I just realized today why I am suffering from nursing burnout. It's because the patient population has change so much in the past ten years. Ten years ago, I didn't have to deal with meth addicts EVERY DAY! Ten years ago, the meth patient was the rarity. Ten years ago, I didn't have to deal with morbidly obese patients EVERY DAY! It's not news... the data is out there: Americans are getting fatter and fatter every year! Why? What do these two types of patients have in common that frustrates me? BAD CHOICES! Morbidly obese patients are very difficult to take care of..... they can't move themselves in bed. (my back is killin' me!) They have infected wounds caused by their obesity. They suffer from diabetes which adds a whole 'nother list of complications (and time providing care). Meth addicts are just plain impossible to take care of! They want (and get) more morphine... because the LAW says if they say they're "in pain" we have to treat their pain..... even if they have no wounds or other obvious cause.... yet 10 minutes after they get their IV morphine, they want to go outside, dragging their IV pole on wheels, so they can have a cigarette. And I have to let them, because they have "rights"!! Yet their safety is my responsibility!! ?? I just don't get it. What about my rights as a professional and a responsible nurse?!
The guy down the hall with the brain tumor or colon cancer? He didn't CHOOSE to be sick! And yet I don't have adequate time to take care of him as I'd like or as he deserves because I'm too busy taking care of the whiney meth addict or the morbidly obese patient! I apologize for my brutal honesty.... but these patients belong on a psych unit because their diseases are psychologically base. I am not a psych nurse. I don't want to be a psych nurse. The patient with the brain tumor or cancer or Alzheimers? He/she is most always very appreciative, humble, pleasant even! Depressed, yes of course! But cooperative! But the addicts? Always demanding, whining, and often downright insatiable! No wonder there's a national nursing shortage!
Will I feel bad after posting this and re-reading what I've posted? NO I WILL NOT, because I have re-read it three times before clicking "post".... my back hurts and I am stressed out from another 12 hour shift of worrying if my patients are safe, comfortable, and well taken care of. That's the most important part of my job.... making sure my patients are safe and comfortable. Yet lately, I leave work feeling inadequate. I feel my SICK patients are being shorted by the overwhelming needs of my addicted patients... whether they are addicted to food or drugs. But how can I help them if they refuse to help themselves?? We need new parameters for caring for diseases that originate in the mind (choices) versus diseases that originate in the body (no choice).... even if those choices have deep roots such as background, lifestyle, lack of knowledge or awareness.... they must be addressed and repaired. And soon! (sigh! Just typing as fast as I'm thinking here, folks!) At least I still possess the compassion to care about finding a solution!! I haven't walked away from my chosen profession yet. I'd like to find a solution!!