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Hey guys I just have to get this off my chest. Yesterday I had an assignment with 3 babies.
#1: PICC scalp, meningitis, 2 broad spectrum abx Both were twice my shift... she had bath/weight, ng change, linen change, 2 person sterile like change, and she was very poor bottles- max 30 mins which I had to do each time if I went faster she'd vomit, would only take 15% of her volume.
#2: Baby query CF, meconium plug, irrigations Q6H, weaning IV PIV, working up feeds, bottled over 30 mins as well, weight done.
#3: Baby tube bath, weight, change ng, linen, oral eversion, genetics involved. very poor bottles - in 30 mins would only take 15% volumes... tons meds ex premi
all three were fed Q3H... I ended up making a mistake and used the previous orders heparin flipped a page behind... had to write a safety occurrence on myself. I cried... idk if this assignment was realistic or if I'm just garbage. I didn't take any breaks, and the charge nurse just judged me like I was an idiot... bottling all three in an hour is unrealistic... with all the meds/assessment/ baths etc. I didn't eat, didn't sleep because I became so anxious. I feel like such a failure...